Sunday, September 30, 2007

once again.. cui's loveable pics


cui so shy.... hardly see tt man



wah... so dao



so shy



cui bugging some1??



wat a scary cui!!



haha...

Saturday, September 29, 2007

12-hrs occupied


wow... i've nv experienced being occupied for 12hrs b4
it's pretty new n interesting... hehe
n tt sc is bugging me this whole day lah.... sigh
2pid fellow... told him to stop missing me alr
dunno y he still dun get the point
maybe self-denial is the word
ok, basically i had once again spend my morning in pasir ris beach
lets take a look at the pic


very misty right? dunno y...
its around 9am if im not wrong



another view of the beach to show how misty it is....



wow... so misty...



n i think u get e point already right?
hehe... ya... misty



oh... e coconut tree...



then i saw these birds around e area where i sat... cute aint they?



haha... taken from some1's pillow... hahahaha


kookoo ger's idea...



but it's quite cool right?




gerald was early today... ya... for once
haha... we juz spent a few hrs there b4 i head to his house for cartoons
nonsense tv gave me uninteresting cartoons
i end up almost dozing off on his sofa
nvm abt tt
n so we head off to church for prac!!!
haha.. so fun
prac atmosphere was quite ok
n gerald told me he's not bored with the prac
so i presume he's enjoying e music... ya.. hopefully
its ok if he didnt..
coz i serenade him with my piano pieces...
wahaha....

okok.... gonna do my things now =p

boy...


juz reached home not long ago..
basically, i enjoyed sticking around my husband's place
maybe tt's coz i've been there so often tt her place could be considered as my 2nd home
gerald came by to borrow toilet.. 2pid


ok... so here comes cca time
yes yes.. late again.. was there at 7pm when it's suppose to be 6pm
but it was fun to hav e teacher playing around with us...
haha... cute


but wat came after tt was a lil dreadful
sc was waiting for me outside my cca room
u noe... i cant escape wat
so.. he head to sengkang with me
erm.. we had mcdonalds b4 parting
was famished at tt time coz i didnt had dinner
couldnt resist eating... well, he tagged along
n so i ended up quite late home... ya..
n then im tired typing this to report to those tt were concern abt me last night
dun worry.. nth happened... i kept my distance

Friday, September 28, 2007

pick-up lines u gals muz avoid n u guys mustn't use

1. “What's your sign?”
The epitome of cheese, this line, which has been around since the Beatles came to America, ranks as the very worst line in dating history.
The fact that it's still in use says a lot about the decay of our society's standards and the glaring desperation of some singles.



2. “Pardon me, I seem to have lost my phone number, can I borrow yours?”
Maybe this was funny around 1910 or 1915—back when the telephone was a novel appliance.
It does not inspire smiles now, only scared and doomed looks.



3. “You must be a broom because you're sweeping me off my feet.”
Maybe your dad used this one on your mom and for nostalgia’s sake, you’re bringing it out again.
Nostalgia does not get you dates, only pity.
“I actually had a guy say this to me during happy hour,” says Kim, a vivacious flight attendant who gets her share of pick-up lines.
“I didn’t hold it against him because I don’t know how much he’d had to drink and he was cute.
But if he hadn’t been cute, I would have dodged him.”



4. “Do you have a license? Because you’re driving me crazy.”
Caution! Watching too many stupid teen movies impairs your judgment.
This probably sounded clever to the person who swiped it from an Annette and Frankie beach party flick.



5. “I gotta thirst and baby, you look like my Gatorade.”
Generally, comparing potential dates to food or drinks is not a winning move.
“I had a guy use this one on me and I rolled my eyes and walked way,” says Susan, a marketing representative who doesn’t usually go for lines.
“But a couple of weeks later, I saw this hot guy at the gym and I used that same line and it worked!
I guess there are gender preferences when it comes to lines.
He was really flattered, where I was insulted when it was used on me.”



6. “Are you lost? Because heaven’s a long way from here.”
Maybe angels like this one, but real women don’t.


7. “Are you religious? Because you're the answer to all my prayers.”
Prayer is something that anyone who uses this tacky line desperately needs.


8. “Can I take your picture? I want Santa to know exactly what I want for Christmas.”
This line is popular with both men and women who think references to Santa are cute and charming, which are qualities that they never possess personally.


9. “Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again?”
“A stunning woman I had been staring at used this on me,” says Mark, a tawny-haired, gregarious copywriter.
“I know it's an old one but it took guts to say it. I'm afraid I happily fell for it.”



10. “Well, here I am. What are your other two wishes?”
A personal favorite, this one takes a certain amount of arrogance, as well as delusion, to pull off.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

risking yesterday... taking chances today


had been playing throughout yesterday
hmm...
my husband n e 2 idiots came to my place for some fun
well... played ps2 games n a board game they were so deprived of
played naruto n celebrity death match
tt's in the afternoon
near evening, we actually played 6hrs of the board game called 'RISK'
5pm to 11pm for ur info
crazy right? haha..

juz look at this 2 idiots...
here's idiot no. 1


n here's idiot no. 2



n they both took over my kitchen for food



oops... forgot to rotate pic but heck it....
u see tt distracted fellow?? haiz...
notice he always use e same pose throughout e pics i've taken.... hehe



n here's e FOOD



here's us playing the game 'RISK'



YA.. wai's fav pose



n some1's racial harmony pic
i noe there's black ppl (wai), yellow ppl (ger) n red ppl (car)
but i dun remember blue ppl (me) in e world



here's how e game almost ended...



but though it's fun today
there'll nv be a smooth ride for everything in my life as it seems
happy tt they came over n had fun
troubled as there were some probs occuring
i cant deny im sad abt it n couldnt seem to see wat others see
im not satisfied with how n wat im being lectured today n i will seek for the ans till my heart submits to it
be sure of this my brothers n sisters
i will not change until im convinced


n thx gor for the understanding
i appreciated it very much for the lil conversation we had last night
it was fruitful
i wish there'll be more of this
n i really hope there'll be a day where we'll sit around n play 'risk' for the whole day
missed the past


here in husband's house trying to hide away from mum n dad
i dun wish to return n dread if i need to
i dun wanna go home coz it's no longer like home
i was nv like this till recently
perhaps u guys may be right....
im running away from e prob tt's beyond wat i can do to help
but it's really awful to know tt there's nth much u can really contribute


oh oh.. fides got me the score for tt song she posted for me!!
yay!! will work hard on modifying it..
hopefully can do a lil recording for u fides... hee

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

mid autumn memories...



this is the night before...
where we were playing while working on our preparation

2pid marcus dumb dumb hand
haiya


this is waihong with his 'cool' side-burn...
haha



n here r some pics of today!!!
mid autumn fest tonight!! how exciting right??

here's gerald working on his er.... 'creative' lantern


n here's wai hong working on his 'unique' lantern



waihong acting vain in front of the camera???


gerald going kookoo again...


haha... gerald's tail


waihong invented his new lantern.. er... or was it a torch?


e pack up view..
yay!! done updating... ok shall go slp



oh ya... 2pid gerald sms my house no.
then my gor was using tt very same method to kaqiao me...
he sms my house no.
msg : ' constance is an idiot... hahaha... ni chi shi ba.. hahaha'
guess how it sounded...
'con stance is an idiot... hahaha... n i kai shee bei... hahaha'

Sunday, September 23, 2007

wahaha... cui's 'loveable' pics

her kookoo face

very 'expressionable' right?

candid camera

i wonder wat's with her hand... trying to prove tt she's got onli 4 fingers?

now she's trying to act vain.... haiz...

cui's going kookoo again.... haha



i made my student cried today..
i think im stressed with how she is progressing now
my body is showing signs of stress
i got angry with her studying attitude n left for home
i didnt short change her for ur info
i tutored her over time today but she's not making full use of it
wat's e point of me giving her over time tuition when i can rest more at home?
gosh... i really dunno wat to do with her
her exams r around the corner n she's not worried at all
now her mum is smsing me for forgiveness..
u see wat i mean? m i suppose to treat my student nice again?
argh... how troublesome

Saturday, September 22, 2007

a blessed day


aha.... went to e beach early morning today
guess wat i did...
was sneaking out of my house this morning n was waiting patiently at e bus stop after knowing tt i juz missed my bus a few mins ago
was thinking of ways to kill time when....
an indian newspaper distributer unlocked his bicycle after completing his job and asked me for e time
i can still remember it was 6.49am
n juz when i told him e time, he passed me e last newspaper with a smile n left
wow... newspaper to kill time
how timely


too bad i didnt take photos of the beach today
but hey... notice a big change at the playground
gerald, i wanna go play again... muz dress properly for games this time
shall ask my husband to join 1 day
yay!!


n then mooncake performance prac
wow... it was brief
even youth's performance was brief
wonder how would janet n carmen rate our performance....
oh well...
was feeling feverish during the event.. guess it's lack of slp
nausea as usual yet dizzy too
so it's all a weird combination
still, even after the event, there's still band prac
band prac was also brief as it's getting late into the night
but im still high... totally high.. really enjoyed the prac
haha... n e best part is, i received my piano results!!!
i PASSED my grade 7 pratical!!! it's a MIRACLE
so i got even high-er... ya.. more dizzier, feverish n tired
haha.. couldnt resist. it's a natural reaction lah


some things cock up though...
hmm..
but i wonder if my husband enjoyed the band prac
finally realizing her wife so cool right???
hahaha... of coz... wahahaha...
guit - cuiwen
keyboard - natalie
drum - bertwin
bass - me!!
yup... tt's our band... hee

Friday, September 21, 2007

re: fides post



i m so motivated to learn this song!!
tt's coz fides dedicated a post to me!!
im so touched!!!
im declaring to the whole world now~
haha... so happy

a post dedicated to cui

cui cui cui...
hmmm....
we have been tru yrs together
n it's really amazing how we could still keep in touch even though our paths diverge in different directions
no doubt we r all facing different problems at different times
ya noe... take a break once in a while
i dun juz intro u the song 'breathe' from michelle branch for nth
hey, it's really a great n fruitful thing to do when u r stressed
not meaning literally breathing alone but also taking time to view how God had created nature for us to admire
it's ok to stress but DUN OVER-STRESS
n ya noe wat?
i've had sleepless nights too...
n even though i hav got plenty time to slp, i dun slp well... dunno y...
but u can always give me a call in the middle of the night so tt i can er....'serenade' u to slp?
u noe tt A levels is juz 40 days away
e way u r acting is worrying
cmon cui,
u had been strong... y loose ur balance now?
hav faith in urself n stop being unsatisfied with the way u r
r u trying to say u r unsatisfied with God as well?
dun give up n most of all... dun look down on urself
u wanna change to be a better person
u gotta seek the right person... n im sure u noe hu
jia you! u can do it!! dah~dah dah dah dah~ dah dah dah
wan me to send u my fav 'u can do it' song too? hee

n i need to justify sth
emo posts are selfish and inconsiderate to the reading audience?
its so not true
emo posts r for audience to better understand u
at least to know what u r going tru right now
for more fortunate cases
ppl offer their helping hand to u
so y selfish n inconsiderate?
if it's cuz after reading ur post they would hav the responsibiliy to react
then there werent be any point for them to read ur post in the 1st place wat...
if u hav to consider so much of other ppl
then y blog?
enlighten me abt how u see it selfish n inconsiderate manz..


side track a bit
eh... i wanna do a song from mcfly...
can we jam on it??
very fun leh.. we can all try sing n play lah...
but was thinking of changing the words


MCFLY LYRICS

"Saturday Nite"

When my parents outta town,
I got all my buddies round,
So we gonna have a party tonight
And if your daddy's got the truck
Then I'll come and pick you up
And anyone who wants to go for a ride
And if you wanna have a drink
Theres some bottles by the sink
There'll be 20,000 people inside
You know that everybody likes to party on Saturday nite

We got every girl in school in the deep end of the pool
If you wanna take a dip bring your trunks
When we start to dim the lights
Gotta find a girl you like
And you better hope she's already drunk
If somebodys feelin sick
Get them in the garden quick
Cos we dont want them to spoil all the fun
You know that everybody wants to party on a saturday night

We're wakin everyone asleep
When we start the party in the street
We want the neighbours to complain
Cos the music's driving them insane

And if its goin to your head
Get behind the garden shed
Thats where everybody goes to get laid
Or if you want another beer
Then theres plenty in the rear
No-one here to check if you're underage
And if you think you're havin fun
Then the partys just begun
And anyone who leaves will wish that theyd stayed
You know that everybody likes to party on a saturday night

We're wakin everyone asleep
When we start the party in the street
We want the neighbours to complain
Cos our music's drivin them insane

When my parents come back home
I say we've been alone
But we dont know how the mess got this bad
I'll be grounded for a while
All I have to do is smile
And get a little talk from my dad
The next time they're away
All my buddies can stay
We'll do our best to drive the neighbourhood mad
You know that everybody likes to party on a saturday

Everybody wants to party on a saturday
Everybody loves to party on a saturday night

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

i've changed blogskin!!




yay!! wahaha...
finally got my hands n brains working juz to change my blogskin
well... always tot it's really tedious to do those editing
but... since im on a holiday n had been missing countless calls from who noes where
i kinda accepted e fact tt i wont be chionging for jobs this time round
erm... perhaps i need a break
speaking of taking a break... i tot of doing those tedious stuff i've delayed for months
n walah...
this blog is 1 such eg..
gosh.. hav to start composing songs already...
but im in no mood to do so...
n i've got no inspiration
sigh.. guess it's true.. hard to produce a cd within a yrs' time

Monday, September 17, 2007

no reservation

it's a classic show i muz say
went to watch it last night with husband n gerald
haha... gerald suddenly pop up for the movie

was watching bleach n red vs blue on youtube while husband study
pretty scared i'll distract her so... kept myself to the laptop
ok. i muz STRESS this:

WATCH RED VS BLUE

it's really funny... very kookoo

haha..

Saturday, September 15, 2007

alone n drenched


was almost a clear sky when the dark clouds came by...


n here comes the clouds


can u see the contrast on the land n sky?

n it was raining while i took this pic... yup was drenched


i need to be well for band prac at 4pm in church
n gerald suppose to meet me at e beach in the morning
oh well... he's mean enough to pangseh me lah..
wat to do...
ok lo... give him credits tt he came to get me after i got drenched loh
dumb dumb fellow dunno how to take care n got himself drenched as well...
sigh... ok lah...he got me a new set of clothes to wear lah... not tt bad.. hehe
spent e rest of e time in his house playing bridge with his other 2 frens while the rain continued to pour
onli left when its time for lunch

n then i met up jason!!
haha... havent seen him for quite some time...
n im pissed with him for 1 thing
he noes abt it anyway
how i wish he could change
argh...

n then band prac
i was a bit high indeed... kept tokking non stop
i guess it's coz i had chocs for lunch =p
well... hee






Wednesday, September 12, 2007

results's back!!

watching my results flash on the com in front of me was like watching a horror movie awaiting the moment where the killer makes its strike
n then gerald had to press tt button, to view, so fast
n e killer strike with me n heart pounding rapidly
i saw my results.. wahuhuhuh
i wanna cry ah...
gpa dropped badly
but it's really a miracle tt i didnt fail a module this sem
i didnt pass my term test n did pretty badly for projects
hmmm... e grades r juz saddening tt's all...

yesterday... it was fun!


i've practically spent the whole of yesterday in my husband's place with 2 idiots in the house
haha... dunno since when hav i started naming them 2 idiots
but hey, i dun think im gonna change it... wahahahah

ok so abt yesterday
i was e 1st to reach husband's place!!! yay... i win!!!
n then comes waihong, last gerald

we all started to dota 2 games
quite fun but i kept dying... dunno y..
oh well... it's ok

watched hsm2 = very long... almost slept in the middle of it

ate subway = gerald is finally paying me back meals he's been owing me...yay!! but dun forget my vitasoy!!! haha

dota -ardm = wahhaha... very fun! finally seeing even uglier characters... eeya

n then play bridge!!
sadly... kept losing again...

watched volcano high = very dumb show but worth the laugh when u have e 2 idiots around to joke abt it

n then last few games of bridge was a total disaster for me
dunno y but i kept LOSING!!! argh

oh yah.. n becoz my husband n i were thinking of ways to bully e 2 idiots
told gerald to kneel on durian shells if he wanna borrow shows from husband
guess wat? this is wat waihong called 'durian shells'


ya noe y? coz it's of durian flavoring in it n it's got 'shell'
dumb right? gosh... guess i noe y i called them idiots

it got pretty late n i finally make a move home
i reached home abt 11 plus...

dun really wanna go home these days
n so.. the bus ride was long n dreadful =.=...

Sunday, September 09, 2007

thx


it was an interesting day
morning, afternoon n night
guess its really hard for me to be early for church
but hey, thx a lot for the morning...
n m really sorry to trouble u

didnt really wanna involve myself too much with church
i guess yunguan is trying to pull me back...
wow... can see she's really putting a lot of effort in wat interest me most
n tt's music
argh... y m i so prone to music????

Friday, September 07, 2007

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

drawing to stabilize self




was drawing in pasir ris park this morning
didnt noe i spent so much time drawing tt
oh well... it was fruitful to keep me composed

after that, husband came to visit me
n then we head on to the
inner part of the park there
realised there's a pony stable there! so cute
shall post pic of it





n then i got molested by a pony
it poked me from my back when i was tending another
it really freaked me out at 1st coz they got this sweaty cold nose u see...
hehe...