i like this picture...

and this picture the most!

kinda like the effect that the mask gives though.. well, like what the photographer said, mysterious.... too bad i don't know how to smirk properly if not the photoshoot would have been much at ease..

photo Shoot!

today's the first item of my stress list to be off the chart. awesome! just that i dislike putting on make-up because i have trouble taking them off and dislike dresses because they limit my movement. oh! don't forget the heels, they kill my feet and i'll never forget that.

anyways, if i ever get a hold of my photos from the photo shoot, will try and make the effort to post it here. if it's nice i'll post it on facebook loh.. and i don't think i'll be proud of it as my face will be covered with a layer of powder which doesn't really show myself as myself. ya... eeeeeee and the dress!! aiya.. it's lacy.. why would i be happy wearing it? it's so... girl... eeee

commitments!! ahhhhhhh

tell me why shouldn't i be stressed when i have the following commitments entrusted to me:

1. school work

3 individual assessments (all due in a month's time or less)

2 group assessments

2. production manager role

= 2yrs plan

= script training

film training

production

editing training

finally screening

+ FPA finance matters

+ sourcing out trainers for FPA workshops

3. committee member for church gospel camp in dec

4. church youth room decor i/c

5. currently enrolled in First Aid Course and there's exam next sunday!!!

6. will be involved in Chingay for SIM

7. Ambassador for FPA

= need to source out make-up artist

look for dress

have to maintain GPA!!! (i wanna cry already)

saying a little prayer

oh Lord,

teach me to accept people with differences

teach me to accept their weaknesses and strengths

teach me to accept who they are and what they have become

teach me to accept that very part of them which seems unbearable

teach me to accept them with love

teach me to accept them like how you accept us in thy Kingdom

teach me your ways so that i may learn and follow

for Your ways shall be my ways

Your words be my words

and as the Heavens are higher than the earth

so are Your ways higher than my ways

and Your thoughts than my thoughts