during term test wk

cant believe im writing an entry in the middle of my term test period...hehe
feels like im in a holiday mood already coz tmr's my last paper. oh... i cant wait!
how i wish it'll all pass quickly
manz... i wanna work so bad..

study + interview

I went for piano lesson early morning. Overall, I think I'm improving, just that I didn't have the time to finish up my homework. So what's new today? I picked a slot of hours to study in pasir ris's tiny park before I meet up with Carmen. It was a fruitful study time I must say.





Anyway, I went for an interview with Carmen to do waitressing in Aranda restaurant. Can u imagine? Carmen was so nervous when we got there. To me, I wasn't even in the mood for an interview, besides; I wasn't in a proper attire to go for an interview. I was wearing normal t-shirt and a pair of Bermudas. Carmen was wearing something decent for presentation. Hehe... how contradicting isn't it? Hmm... Interview was alright... fun to me actually. I was chatting with the manager, in fact. Can???t believe that right?
Well, after that, I head home to study...

new phone!!!

im so glad i got a new phone!! a camera phone!!!
i signed up for another line plan and got this phone...
really love it.
i onli got it like 2days ago....which is monday(4/12/06).
ahhh!!!...so happy i got sony ericsson k800i
yay!!!
shall post some pics tt i hav taken

children's camp is over... my life is over... not

wahuhuhuh.....
so sad.. i wan camp camp camp!!!
its irritating when i hav camps during sch days.
i cant skip becuz of the stupid sch system thingy, and i hav projects + topics to catch up... argh...
cant even camp properly...

wat happened in camp?
i forgot to bring my toiletries!!
can u believe that?
i brought only toothbrush, no shampoo, no soup, no toothpaste, no facial wash
so pathetic, i gotta borrow all those things from frens lah... but thankfully, yunguan sacrificed her toiletries... so sweet..

basically, i was in camp from monday to thursday this wk.
wow.. i've gotta rush on monday for sch then to cindy's church orchestra prac then to camp.. very tiring manz..
imagine,
you hav to bring ur cello to cindy's church, place ur camp stuff in church and go for sch with ur books
it's ridiculously heavy!
thank God my dad gave me a lift to my church (to place my camp stuff) then to cindy's house (place my cello temporary) then to sch.
hate it when i cant handle things myself and had to ask for some other ppl's help, in this case my dad.
i think it's not good coz i need to train myself to be independent.
ironically, i took my dad's offer to help. haiz...
anyway, finally after school, cindy n i went to her church with my cello.
so glad to be there. finally some1 noticed that the cello that im now having(liansi's cello actually) is a very well polished cello. athough some scratches, but in overall, the sound is pretty well projected
im glad some people in the orchestra prac appreciated it.. well, it's part of God's creation
prac was refreshing...
my hp line got cut off though...so i couldnt contact any1 in church... :(
after that, i had to rush off to my church for camp.
camp... it will officially start the next day but becoz some props had to be prepared the day before camp, we stayed over juz to prepare them.
how smart, onli yunguan, zhongtao and malvin stayed over. cui had to go home due to some matters and nat isnt coming at all(when she suggested to slp over the night before camp) coz she didnt pack her bag and is bz with her tuition. how crap!
i'm a lil pissed abt it. it's juz... so wrong...
i decided not to hav myself frown the whole night, so i juz play along.
those slpovers went to mobil for supper (cup noodles) at around 1am.i can u believe it? i cant...
i juz cant believe that i can slp tt late even though i've got lessons the next day.

oh well, 1st day of camp.
i was around church to help out a lil before i head to sch.
i'm so tired... so very tired...
it's really tough to contact people without hp. didn't noe hp played a pretty major part in my life.
anyway, nth much happened. i had a long chat with nat's 2 bros and asaph..
really enjoyed the conversation

2nd day of camp.
i slp late last night, so obviously i hav no energy to stay focus today, in class.
and becoz of tt, im totally lost in basic FA lesson!
teacher had to embarrass me after i have submitted my work.
it juz suck today
when i got back to church, i rushed my Qmethod project becoz Fion was pretty "hot" abt it.
wat to do... FIon drove me brain to the core tt i muz work hard lah... if not... she will haunt me down
ya.. like she did this day.
i hogged the church com for few hrs k! im not suppose to do tt but i did.. so... its a risk i hope nth negative will come out of it
after all tt stuff, i had a moment with juz bertwin and nat in the balchin hall. i really love tt period of time
chattin juz some general topics really makes me feel like this is how youths should behave, carefree.
how i wish it will come true...
lights out after tt

3rd day of camp (last)
ooohh.... i totally have no energy to stay awake! i almost slp during lectures..
goodness.. and i have my test (Qmethod) today. haiz...
think i wun score a very decent grade.
but i dun wanna bother abt it anymore, it's OVER
yes, i packed my bag after i reached church and left the moment i finished clearing up the place.
ahhh..can slp long hrs this day...yes!

Friday ( most dreaded as ever...)
i was late again, for TPCO cello prac....59mins late
didnt know it's so obvious to others tt i did it on purpose.
well, they didnt really noe the reason until i told them personally.
haha... ya....can u imagine their reaction.
yup, i juz dun understand how come the guys in my section juz dun see it... oh well...

im gonna be sick!! and i dread...

how can this be? i dun wanna get sick...
ok, i admit. i haven't been resting and eating well lately, thus, my immune system is down. the worse part is that i've got a quiz to do this early morning!!! i felt totally dizzy and unable to focus right, so how can i do the quiz with a focus mind? aya...really hope i wont fail this 1.

and you noe wat??? Friday is coming!! you know what does that mean? cello practise is coming!! i dun wanna meet my TPCO teacher... it's at night from 7 to 9pm.. i dread dread dread very much. you know i have been having nightmares for most of the nights before Friday arrives?
ahhhhhhh......
how i wish he'll be absent tmr =p manz...i really need some proper rest

ok, it's sch break(2hrs) now... juz typing this entry because im bored and tired.
hmmm... shall write entries for the next few days coz it's gonna be quite happening =p yeah~

roller-coaster- ride

oOoooOOoh...
it's been a long time since i checked in for a long essay.

where should i begin??
i have like 4hrs to spare before my next lesson starts. you can say my schedule for this semester just sux! lessons start at 9am and breaks at 12:15pm all the way till 4pm my next lesson starts and finally ends at 6pm. i really dread wednesdays sometimes..

oh! oh! oh! i muz tell you that for the last few days, i have been having an interesting roller coaster ride with the activities im so involved in.

for a quick update:
i'm involved in
- TPCO (playing cello)
- Cindy's church orchestra (Heart of God, playing cello)
- my church's band (playing bass and keyboard)
- my church's band's project ( producing a cd by end of next yr)
- youth fellowship committee (fellowship i/c and treasurer)
- poly class treasurer

so far, i think this is it....

sunday

im late for service again! haiya... it's so difficult to be early.
but i've learnt sth today! for every decision made, muz be reminded that
1. does it glorify God
2. does it affect ppl
3. does it hinder ur conscience
i knew this long time ago... onli didnt practise it. hee
after lunch and band meeting is the period i love the most, jam. but we didnt really jam due to no vocals. onli bert, dk, cui and me were there to jam. we juz played songs we know for the fun of it. very fun fun fun!!! i wanna do it again!!!
then me went to Cindy's church for alvaro sanchez concert(guitar and harp concert) very nicely played. alvaro brought across the wonders of how God can perform in his life tru music. i learnt alot from there about how music can be holy too. its a double WOW manz...



i guess... tts it for today..pretty tired already. another hr to spent till class starts...hmmm...shall study then.

eh oh

oh my, i didnt manage to fit piano prac into my time slot this wk... basically, i've wasted this wk's lesson becoz i didnt do my work. argh...waste of money... i went straight to church after tt for band prac. irritating zhongtao told me he's bz with o'level preparation and unable to come for prac and meeting, my arse, saw him in church decorating the church k! sickening...
band prac was alright, average. well, bert not playing drums this wk for dunno what reason tt might be. so dekai replaced him...
hmmm...was planning to go home after prac but nat dragged me to help do the church deco. and so i did... but she left early. hmph
then malvin dragged me to hav dinner with him and the rest of the guys. before i could say no, he already booked a place for me. how smart... but for the very reason tt he's my cousin, i went.
conversations over dinner was fine. the onli weird part is im the onli gal on the table. felt very out actually...
the day ended with me going home while the guys enjoyed themselves watching a movie

swimming yay!!! alcohol muahahha...

it was a fun and exciting day because i was swimming in Carmen's house after sch dismissed at 1pm. yup, we had lunch and drank liqour after that, watching "Prince & Me". we also had karaoke in her house... haha... so funny... i dunno how to sing atomic kitten's songs lah... it's not my fault that i messed the songs mah. =p anyway, the activity tt comes after that was the very one programme i truly dread every wk, that is TPCO. i dun mean to say that i dread my CCA.. it's juz... some one that i dread to see every wk in TPCO. haiz... and becoz i SO dun wanna go, i went late on purpose. and how late was i? 1hr 15mins late. ya.. practically 45mins to prac and cca will call it a day... wat to do...

my fav korean song "why"

love this love song..n the words





Full House (korean drama)
By: Oon Myong
"Why"

I don't really know love
I didn't know it'd come like this

I can't seem to control my heart when it comes to love
I wouldn't have started if I knew it'd be like this

Now that it's too late to turn back, I'm having regrets
I hoped you wouldn't be love
I hoped that you wouldn't be my love

I told myself I didn't love you
I hoped we were just passing acquaintances
Because all I'll have left is pain
But even so, I want you
It's making me sad

A wrong start.
That's all I saw it as

I believed I could let you go any time
I don't know what went wrong

I have to avoid your love
But I long for you

I hoped you wouldn't be love
I hoped that you wouldn't be my love

I told myself I didn't love you
I hoped we were just passing acquaintances
Because all I'll have left is pain
But even so, I want you
It's making me sad

Now I'm nothing without you
I can't do anything about it
Knowing that I must erase you...

Makes my life harder