what shud i blog today? my tots or updates?

i hav decided to blog both e updates n my tots! hehe...
although i tot, spending too much time on the com would lead to a waste of time in overall.
alright, some will say it really depends on the things u r doing with the com tt determines the uses of time.
well, i wonder how useful is it for me to take time n blog... so here goes


there was this day when i went to collect packed laksa from the sarawak stall. it got too heavy and the plastic bag snapped, i couldn't manage alone but i went on persevering. will be meeting Gerald at parkway for his help, however, it didn't come. in fact, i made a call to him and told him my current location but i guess, my telepathy is the weakest when i'm calling for help from the depth of my heart. my arm started aching pretty badly but i didn't care and continued to the bus stop i'm supposed to go. at tt point in time, i wonder... no matter how couple-like u are, how both parties could spend their lives together as 1 item, it's still gonna be a singular u. u r still one person. so right there then, i told myself to be more independent. not wanting to rely on anybody else too much. i hope it's not the wrong thing to be pondering abt especially since i'm attached. and after i've reached my destination at the bus stop, i waited long enough for gerald to reach as he went from a different route to find me. yup, n my face was like those in the pic...



significantly, i was wearing the color tt he like, n he was wearing the color i like. so... the orange me getting a lil hit on the head while the green him had no idea wat's going on. both of us will be crying abt how things turned out to be this way



thankfully, this is the product of the conversation we had abt the whole miscommunication. can't help admiring our complexion under the blazing sun.



a pic tt is significantly important to gerald but he nv asked me to send him after tt very one time i offered him. wondering if it's really tt important afterall. and have yet the intention to delete it from my phone. n so i shall....



here, i malay wedding conducted just at the multi-purpose foyer down my blk area. and wow can they really decorate with so much of their creativity and uniqueness. so pretty!! they even had a chandelier hung! oh my!! i want such an interesting wedding!! but on the down side, there's no aircon but fans... i prefer aircon lah.. can't help it. i would most probably pity the bride as she has to wear such a thick make-up causing her pores to suffocate while her body squeezed in shape just to fit her dressing... definitely needs air to breathe. lots of air... fan is just not enough



oh yes, last sat was my ma's b'day. my pa instructed me to invite Carmen n Gerald over for steamboat. haha.. so happy!!! so glad we can finally show carmen and gerald the real quality steamboat! there's such steamboat in town too... just tt i dunno where. we used to go down for it by car, but we switched to home-made steamboat as it's more convenient.



oh ya... we even had wine to drink!! so nice!! but i wanted to drink my wine. wasted... kept forgetting to get from gerald. argh...... irritating




oh yes! can u spot my bro amos?? he is so slim now!! so happy for him. i bet he's so gonna be attractive once he gets his body shaped up n color toned. and what if he really got a gf by then, i guess, it's really gonna be tough for both of us to spend some quality time together. i just fear to grow up now, to see how each of us gets too bz with our own things tt we would forget abt how we used to be in the past. really m reluctant to see tt day comes.. especially when some crisis comes, i hope we will not break up into our individuals, instead work together to face it.



n there u see in the pic, my buddy, my bf, my dad. how can i not be contented? i have the love of my life!! my gal fren, my bf, my bros n my parents, all my loves! this indeed will be my most rich yr even though i'm not rich in cash. God has blessed me well. all tt i have will be my strength to move on in life. however it will nv be enough without the Word of God in my heart. very contented...

JADE

oh!! for some reason, i'm pretty drawned to her songs. she's so amazing when she performed in yoga's concert in tp. but wat a waste, she wasn't suppose to be in the limelight becuz it's yoga's concert. she's just doing an understudying of his performance skills. however, she's so humble in person. and becuz i get to see her before the show starts since im a pc member doing the show, can really understand her kind of person when she was doing her rehearsals for the opening of the show.




i like 2 of her songs she sang tt day.. then again.. i think i like all!! she's got a very good n strong voice! wahuhuh... after hearing her sing, i'm so motivated to sing lah.... just tt i dunno how. me no skill mah. her 'wo jiu shi zhe yang' n 'paiseh paiseh' was my fav!! too bad paiseh paiseh will be coming out on her 2nd album... wahuhuhuh... i like tt song





this is the dj tt came to lead the show from 93.3 fm. dunno her name so dun care





this is the part where the dj interviewed jade abt paiseh. n jade was saying she decided to sing this song becuz she's feeling paiseh in ront of the audience. so cute right? she is so ke ai!!! n pls dun think im a lesbian cuz i m not a lesbian... =p


anyway, the concert was on last thursday night.
just on sunday, gerald bought me a 2inch heel for my dnd!! so sweet.
take a look! so pretty right? my mum was happy tt we chose a good pair.

meeting lionel

im so sorry ppl. i forgot to take his pics...
so cant post pics of him

alright, the plan of the day was to go church in the morning, lunch with gerald n dinner with lionel
initially, gerald will be be meeting wai to go trueblue to collect his pay after having lunch with me. but he decided to stay behind till lionel comes
so wai, gerald n me roamed abt compass for a while
n then comes lionel


wow.... he sure changed his appearance but his character
he's got long hair.. i dun mean at the length of his shoulders...
it's more at the lengt of his ear
he's tended his hair like draco malfoy in harry potter
where his hair is glossed n pulled all the way to the back
wow... scary actually
with regards to his character, he still talks a lot
still likes to disturb me as usual n perhaps have a lot of things to tell me but due to time, couldn't finish up
there's so much to update...
think i'll be meeting him up again someday


so... we had kfc for dinner
guess what? gerald n wai had kfc for dinner too!!
n they were sitting diagonally opp me!
ya... for the many times they tried to make me laugh from my view, lionel was turning his head around to wonder
walao... idiot... apparently they cancelled their trip to trueblue, so they had all the time at kfc for dinner =.=
haha... after dining with lionel, gerald n wai sent me home... so sweet =D

i wan this chinese song!!!

dining alone at home = emo with music accompaniment

how interesting to have spent the whole morning with gerald for sunrise
n then to band prac in the afternoon
after which, home alone for dinner

right now is the moment where i have my dinner in front of me while i type my words
it's symphony in sengkang tonight, so there're quite a no. of pianist playing their pieces just downstairs, near the basketball court
now, it's playing a lonely romantic song...
so suitable to my current atmosphere now...
called for dinner at home n now im eating dinner alone...

wahuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh

quality time! + failing attachment...

yesterday was a bad n good day
dunno how many ppl will come across a day where u r equally happy n sad all at the same time
it's quite confusing to the emotions actually


alright... the sad part
there's a high possibility of me n my grp members failing our attachment
how so?
simple. cuz the company's partners wasn't keen of sponsoring SR anymore
n becuz SR is heavily dependent on their partner C3A, we can't really go on with the competition that we have planned...
so now, we hav to wait n see
i went to discuss this matter with my sch teacher n he was suggesting tt we look for a plan B instead of putting much focus in the competition
if not, the possibility of failing attachment is really high
to even pass, we hav to show at least some kind of result at the end of attachment
it's actually a simple task tt every team can achieve but sadly, not ours..
at least.... now we noe tt it's not wise to work with company's tt's heavily govt related
think will die ah... cannot be trusted in the 1st place
they turn back on their words n r slow in responding...
SR is not one of them.. so im glad


ok, the happy part
went to marinate in the pool with carmen again!!
yay!! so fun!! decided to do tt cuz we hav no idea how we shud continue our proj
n then we went on with a movie at night
"SEX in the City"
wat a fantastic show... i give it 0 clocks = 5 popcorns
more clocks means the show is so boring to the extend tt i gotta keep looking at the time to pace myself till the end of the show
alright.. indeed there're sex scenes but it's a good show
it's very entertaining to watch actually... just those sex parts r an eyesore lah...
think the characters in the story r so cute!!
so grown up yet so young at heart!
i wanna be like them too!!

birthday clock? meaning of my name?

19 January 1989

Your date of conception was on or about 28 April 1988 which was a Thursday.

You were born on a Thursday
under the astrological sign Capricorn.
Your Life path number is 11.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Delay is the antidote for anger.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447545.5.
The golden number for 1989 is 14.
The epact number for 1989 is 22.
The year 1989 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/17/1988 and ending 2/5/1989.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Goose; your plant is Bramble.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Famenoth, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 14 Shevat 5749.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 15 Shevat 5749.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.15.13.1 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 15 tun 13 uinal 1 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Thursday, 11 Jumadiyu'th-Thani 1409 (1409-6-11).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 26 March 1989.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 30 April 1989.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 8 February 1989.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 May 1989.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 21 May 1989.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Saturday, 30 September 1989.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Thursday, 20 April 1989.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 7 February 1989.

As of 6/30/2008 8:45:26 PM EDT
You are 19 years old.
You are 233 months old.
You are 1,015 weeks old.
You are 7,102 days old.
You are 170,468 hours old.
You are 10,228,125 minutes old.
You are 613,687,526 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Trever O'Brien (1984)	Jodie Sweetin (1982)	Jenson Button (1980)
Shawn Wayans (1971)	Wendy Moniz (1969)	Junior Seau (1969)
Paul McCrane (1961)	Desi Arnaz, Jr. (1953)	Dewey Bunnell (1952)
Robert Palmer (1949)	Dolly Parton (1946)	Shelley Fabares (1944)
Janis Joplin (1943)	Michael Crawford (1942)	Phil Everly (1939)
Tippi Hedren (1931)	Jean Stapleton (1923)	Guy Madison (1922)
John H. Johnson (1918)	Paul Cezanne (1839)	Edgar Allan Poe (1809)
Robert E. Lee (1807)

Top songs of 1989

Another Day In Paradise by Phil Collins	Miss You Much by Janet Jackson
Straight Up by Paula Abdul	Right Here Waiting by Richard Marx
Lost In Your Eyes by Debbie Gibson	Like a Prayer by Madonna
We Didn't Start the Fire by Billy Joel	Two Hearts by Phil Collins
When I See You Smile by Bad English	Blame It On the Rain by Milli Vanilli

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.77964774951076 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Saturday.
Your lucky number is 8.
Your ruling planet(s) is Saturn & Uranus.
Your lucky dates are 8th, 17th, 26th.
Your opposition sign is Cancer.
Your opposition number(s) is 2 & 7.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 203 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 20 candles.

Those 20 candles produce 20 BTUs,
or 5,040 calories of heat (that's only 5.0400 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.29 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1989 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1989 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1989 in the US there were 2,404,000 marriages (9.7%) and 1,163,000 divorces (4.7%)
In 1989 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1989 the population of Australia was approximately 16,936,723.
In 1989 there were approximately 250,853 births in Australia.
In 1989 in Australia there were approximately 117,176 marriages and 41,383 divorces.
In 1989 in Australia there were approximately 124,232 deaths.


Your birthstone is Garnet

The Mystical properties of Garnet

Garnet is used as a power stone

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Emerald, Rose Quartz

Your birth tree is

Elm Tree, the noble-mindedness

Pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, tends to a know-all-attitude and making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humour, practical.

There are 178 days till Christmas 2008!
There are 191 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing gibbous.

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You entered: constance yeo yi

There are 14 letters in your name.
Those 14 letters total to 65
There are 6 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:

Shakespearean	Female	'King John' Mother to Arthur.
Latin	Female	Firm of purpose. Constancy, from the Latin Constantia.
French	Female	Constancy; steadfastness. .
English	Female	Constancy; steadfastness.

Your number is: 11

The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.

The expression or destiny for #11:
Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.

The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.

The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.

Your Soul Urge number is: 5

A Soul Urge number of 5 means:
The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.

In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.

You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.

Your Inner Dream number is: 6

An Inner Dream number of 6 means:
You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit.

Meaning of Your Name