PRIVE

wow... couldnt believe what prive has taught me
currently, i'm aware tt my human relation skills have improved and i attained more courage in approaching customers, or rather ppl i dunno. the best part is tt i learn quite a bit abt wine these few wks. fun!! i get paid for learning sth new... interesting...


n guess what, i was scheduled for prive from 10 to 5pm n then true blue from 6 to 10pm today
the thing is... i kinda brought wat i learnt in prive along with me to true blue. for this, i managed to get hold of my customers business card n we can keep in contact... he's a wine sommelier with Singapore airlines, another words, he can be my wine tutor... haha whichever it is, i'm so glad i've got this opportunity to meet ppl such as tt.

anyway, gerald cycled to my house alone on monday after i finished work at prive. it was around 2am plus manz.. but because my parents tot tt it is not safe for him to cycle back home at tt hr, he stayed over once again. tt dumb dum still dare to replace some1's shift for the next day... kookoo leh... make himself so tired for wat? sigh.. i guess tt muz be one of his reasons for being so thin

guess what i saw last night

a B-E-A-U-tiful car!!!

so cool right??

current thoughts to myself

once again, i'm grounded to work in this period of my life. u noe... i long to be like cui, nat, carmen... so free... free from the bondage of ur needs to spend on food, things and vacation. i wanna fly away... i really wanna fly away. i have cried so many nights hoping tt i could 1 day catch a short glimpse of what paradise is like. i dun wanna be working my ass off juz to pay for all my basic needs n left nth to enjoy with. i cant even afford an average good meal a day becuz i fear tt my savings r not enough for my uni or piano fees in future. u think 10bucks for a main course is cheap? it's not for me. no t at all.

all tt work in prive

well, after working so many hrs in prive, i think i'm quite familiar with the system and people there. and yes, i have been extending my shifts till late. think i'm home late like 2 am 3am for a couple of times already. guess what, there was this day where no one is accompanying me home from prive 's tranport home. felt really scared in their van.. tt dumb dumb van driver dunno the safety of gals at night n thus , dropped me at the street side near my house. if it's a place where is popular, dun think i will really mind. sengkang is a rural place n yet he can do tt , wahlao really no brain... so gerald was quite concern for my safety n actually cycled from pasir ris to sengkang with waihong just to walk me home from where the van dropped me... he's so kookoo n so cute
i guess tt's y i like to call him kookoo... hee



n there was this day when i decided to extend my shift till closing, hafiz made me this choc to drink. think he saw me pretty tired n made this 1 glass of choc for a break without asking me if i wanted it. so sweet right? hee.. n take a closer look manz...



it''s got my name written on it!! haha.. so sweet!! but some guys said it was cheesy.. wth, i think it's sweet loh.. this needs skill n some guys juz dun have it... really appreciate what he did for me



n wow... dunno y he used a martini glass for a choc drink but im fine with it. hafiz was aware tt i dun drink coffee so he made me choc instead. so kind of him right? n it doesnt taste as bad... think it's juz choc syrup n foam. but i told him next time can include sth else tt prive dun mind losing it to its part timers...



this was the end prpduct after i finished it... sigh..
now i wonder when will he be making me another glass of choc on the days i work..




this pic was taken yesterday when i met gerald's maternal relatives for mid-autumn fest celebration. as u noe, i dread to go. but for his mum's sake, i went. during the whole time over there, gerald wasnt a good host as always n chucked me aside. sigh.. waihong, y didn't u come? so bad... towards the end of the day, we all went for a pasamalan b4 they sent me home. this pic was taken n posted to show 'princess gerald' haha....




azhar made me this choc drink this time round. he's so nice to make me 1 after hearing tt i'm a lil tired n hungry during work. yup, he self-proclaim tt he's my other affair. n for tt, he's been calling me dear dear darling... eeeeeeemy backbone shivers manz... scary



n today, cui had prepare some sauces for her customers. oh shit, as i type this, i juz remembered 1 customer specifically asked for a tomato sauce n i forgot to give... oops. anyway, from tt pic can u see sth extra out of place? look closer if need..

or...

i zoom for u..

saw tt? haha... looks like shit!! hahahaha... dumb dumb cui shitting mustard in a dish

zouk!!

went to zouk on last sat night together with my bro justin and his gal frens
was quite fun but i ended up with a conclusion that it wasnt very meaningful at all
even if it's for the purpose to slack in that kind of area, i guess i still prefer pubbing more than clubbing as it's more meaningful
my bro had this event for students of SIM and it was discounted
the whole place was booked for SIM till 10pm where it'll be open for public
the theme was blink blink very very white
reason being, the SIM students will stand out more under the blacklight they installed
the view was cool but too bad my camera couldn't really catch it



n here it is, a pic of my bro and me at zouk
notice i've alr had a glass of vodka lime... still strong
n i drank the other half of my bro's... still strong manz...
im not pinkish on my cheek and tt's my real hair... not wig ah



see, my hair is real...
haha



oh oh and this gal beside me works in trueblue
her name is pooja and she's really very cute
can u believe it, she's onli 18yrs old..
oh well, it's just sad tt she's working in trueblue...
but i guess the onli reason im really staying to work there is due to carmen and pooja...
think pooja is so sad to work there since there isnt any decent workers there to really tok to
naz is juz some jerk manager while there is prabash there to assist him
naz had gotten pooja into quite a no. of troubles she's innocent in.. sigh, wouldnt like to be bullied by him
n no way m i going to serve him during work manz...








Create your own Friend Test here

i respect my frens, what abt u?

haaaaagh.... RESPECT..

for those who are my frens, i just wanna say that e frenship that we share is not coincidental and i really do treasure every single one of u..
ur every opinion or advice will not be taken lightly because i know you all cared for me in one way or another
but wat i'm trying to say here isn't about frenship but more on the respect in the frenship
i understand that all of us have become really bz with the workload we each carry. meeting up for some catch up session is pretty essential.
well... the prob is how r u going to do tt...
i hav often been neglected by my 2 good frens in church whenever they have decided to meet up on any other days
well, they often say we didn't have time to bond as much n are eager for updates...
funny how it feels so cold between us with words n yet warm when we see each other at work or in church
is it all an act of socialising?
one such incident would be today where they met up somewhere...
i would take it as... they wanna have a private time together so they didn't ask me along. which is fine by me actually cuz i respect tt every individual shud have their own personal space
but if u asked me along to meet up on a last min basis cuz i only come to know tt at tt moment, pls... dun.. dun ever tell other ppl tt u tried so hard to bond with me n blah...
really, if u really treasure some1, u will set a time a suitable location to meet up.
once again, i'm telling u this cui n nat... im not a rag or tissue paper tt you can throw around after use. nor m i always available to ur service.
honestly speaking, i really dislike the way u guys 'respects' me..
put urself in my shoes...
i'm tied down to work n bloody hell cui asked me to replace her today for work
apparently i wasnt needed due to the overstaff in prive
it's ok... we knew tt on mon, but the fact tt u nv include me in the meeting gave me an impression tt u guys have some important stuff to tok abt, which i do not wish to interfere...
u told me like today n expects me to come meet u guys up on a last min basis?
wat m i? wat m i man? u shouldn't even ask me along because, in the 1st place, it wasn't even in ur intention to include me


y m i always being treated like tt by the 2 of u? i some time ask myself, y m i so foolish?
foolish enough to actually tot highly of u guys...
i'm just a withered flower under the care of u 2
e reason im holding on is because of our long yrs frenship... how pathetic isnt it?

calculating my finance

(liabilities) things needed to pay:
- piano lesson $180
- phone bills $50
- bus/train concession $52/45
- braces $360
- monthly allowance $100 = need good food mah... 100 is quite a lot already
total: $742



(income per month) work pay:
- prive 3days a week 8hrs each shift $192 x 4 = $768
- aranda 2days a week 4hrs each shift $48 x 4 = $192
- trueblue 1day a week 4hrs each shift $22 x 4 = $88
total: $1048


savings = $1048 - $742
= $306 (have to work 4 mths to get a laptop) wahuhuhuh...


is there an easier way out to get cash? sigh...

justin gor's graduation day

this is taken during the preparation of attending gor's graduation day...
wahaha... was in the rented car, on our way to fetch gor from his interview tt morning b4 his grad ceremony. yup... was really funny tt day. finally see the feminine side of my mum.. =p



yay!! he got his stuffs on stage...



sweet isn't it? cant wait to take a family pic of tt day



paparazzi!!!


ya.. i was angry then...


now we see the sadistic side of wai



these are some pictures i vandalized while i was bored.. wahaha... i have a useful tool called 'hp' to play with once i'm left alone from doing anything productive. too bad they didn't have horns lah... could have paste it behind wai's head....
carmen n cui, be thankfully i didn't play with ur faces k?
actually.. no lah... more like scared u will kill me... hahahahha
u see.. i vandalized wai's cuz i know gerald won't let wai bully me mah. n i vandalized gerald's cuz he dun dare to bully me or i'll kill him!! wahahhahahah