Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Fever at 38.1 degrees celsius

Thursday, May 21, 2009

i

DEPLETED

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

poly graduation day 2009


oops just wanna say that my mum bought me heels!! haha



this is how it looks like when i wore it
alright back to the topic.

just before the grad ceremony, i was playing around with my gown. ok, wrong...
my frens were playing around with my gown as u can below





wai looks like a wizzard man


i dunno gerald's



n here's liwei!! but a bit over-sized for her




ohhh... n MR Rafi... (is this how u spell his name?)






oh, n the gal that sat right at my left talking to me during the whole session of boring talks =p
and i found out that she's my classmate's gf!!! what a small world






oh... n this yong sheng was totally ignoring me for picture-taking as he was bz talking on the phone. idiot!.... well... wat else can i say






n i found chou kin in the midst of the crowd!! so weird but at least i cease the moment to take pictures with her


n here's eddie. i think he's quite cute.. haha

n most of all.. CARMEN!!!




some introduction here, this is Mr Yeo T. Chye sandwiched by carmen and me... i called him down from his office to take photos with him.. haha
he's my supervisor for my SIP =p


n family photo!!!




Friday, May 15, 2009

as promised...


this dress kinda make me look old right??
argh...



was trying out some dresses on one particular tiring day at compass point while talking to cui on the phone. here's the result of funny facial expressions...



and then i realised there are more dresses to try on since im quite fixed at the idea of getting a dress that day.



n then i found this dress.. yes i agree its pretty. so i bought it loh.. =p







there was this day where i went out with darrell to eat at prive. man... i remembered i got so bloated after eating only banana walnut cake and peanut butter choc cake. really, it's a session of high tea with him. =p and felix gave me 30% discount ya noe? gave me free milkshake and ice lemon tea too!! wow.. awesome time over there.... after which, i was boasting to darrell about some places i recently explored with carmen and agnes that looked really romantic.. don't believe me? judge for yourself!







this is the waters surrounding prive and there you see windvane.. cool design right?








here's just some random photography that i tot was nice. just that this camera refuse to forcus more, so this picture is kinda blurred at the item i wanna concentrate on...








n flowers flowers!!









pretty right? my masterpiece





tada!!!


well, darrell thought the view was alright and he showed me some other areas he thought looks romantic to him..



sorry... just randoming again. i thought this picture looks like its taken in london.. but i guess the flats kinda gave it away... bleah





i guess this is quite a popular place to be right?

just that i forgot the name of this bridge again!







ya.. it's a bridge alright.












Wednesday, May 06, 2009

so sad...

ahhhhhhhhh... i feel so sad
had been keeping things to myself lately to see it grow to be such a large matter to me now..
i'm feeling more sad than i thought i was.
why???
im not having PMS becuz my period is over.
my dad made me apply for SIM just in case i couldn' get in to NTU
apparently, i received a response from NUS which i didn't even manage to complete that application.
NUS just thank me for choosing them as my 1st choice (which i didnt) in that email
wonder what's going on but oh well, i'm still waiting for NTU to return their results
and because i really don't wanna go SIM, i just felt totally terrible. as in terribly sad...
obeyed my parents into applying SIM which i am pretty sure i'll get in, and knows that i can't place my music as my mainstream... ahhhhhhhh.. (felt like crying after typing here..)
if you've heard all my audio composition, i'm pretty sure you can tell i've got a style of my own
just that it's still raw and needs toning on the method of using instruments
when i thought i could be free from the bondage of this book-intelligent society, i was wrong.
being dragged down by my dad..
just felt so stucked down..
and because of OBEDIENCE
im swallowing this bitter pill to go my parent's way
at first, i thought this unhappiness won't last a day or two
i was wrong when i seek gerald to help me out in cheering up
carmen just didn't say much about it, instead, continued to talk to me about not entering uni and stuff
so all in all, it didn't work. i'm still awfully feeling miserable.
and i can see how deep this bitterness is going by gauging how much i've spent my money on things that are needless to me...
gosh.. really, it's gotta stop