Merry Xmas

oh yes it's x'mas once again and yet i could still remember how i celebrated my previous x'mas in church last year. it's kinda different this year as i fell a little unwell due to the drastic change in weather. therefore, staying at home was the best option for my x'mas activity. sadly, nothing much to do at home, i was bored and so i pushed myself into shopping around nearby shops to get stuffs i need for the presents i'm making. this make me wonder how did all my friends celebrate their x'mas every year? i had been busy with church stuffs every year but not this year. kinda feel like it's just another holiday instead of how it used to imprint into my head that its a big big occasion. feels empty...

awesome notebook!

wahahahaha... i have finally gotten a laptop and its slick in my context. although there were quite a number of feedbacks in the forum that is negative enough to make me doubt the durability of this Alec, i'm still bought over by its the capabilities.

it's been long since the last entry and yet i'm still clueless about what to post on my blog. i guess it'll take a while more for me to post another entry again.

TP. i miss tp days. come to think of it, although i'm not very involved with tp, i still miss the times where i can meet carmen just any time at her house. and of course not forgetting pc crews filling me with dota games when i'm too stressed up with my work. moreover, it feels good to be back in tp because you don't have the purpose to study there but to enjoy the company of friends you made. yet again, my holidays are filled with work. how exciting is that? i guess this is part of growing up in the society where you will start neglecting friends you once been closed to. annoying.

think brown eyed girls are cute

hi blog

i'm really sorry, i won't be around for some time now. suddenly, i just lost the reason and purpose to write any more.
until i find a reason to, i shall stay passive for now.

love,
author of this blog

photoshoot + dead sea scroll exhibition

some pictures from the photoshoot

alright, that's it. more photos in facebook.

about the Dead Sea Scrolls exhibition,

i have yet to upload the pictures... =p

audition results

n finally, i opened my email this morning and saw an email from the Performing Arts (P'Arts)
well, after all that trainning on the vocals, i thought my voice wasn't good enough for the musical.
i was wrong! i got in!! the next thing i gotta go for is the interview which they will update me about it soon. wow...
i think this is so exciting!! haha.. finally doing sth that's totally unexpected!

and then i'm also gonna try out mediacorp as their calefare. haha... just some things i always wanted to do before i grow even older... when i knew that mediacorp was looking for artists, couldnt resist to try out. perhaps i just wanna how far i can go in the performing industry. =p
just curious you know. but i never thought of living in the performing or entertainment industry anyway.

the AuditioN

it was terrible!!! i'm glad that my music sense with all that preparation yesterday morning did help me pretty much.
i thought singing would be my problem so i had to practice and practice. yes it didnt became a problem during the audition. yay!!
however, my acting... my part... my role...
goodness i have been targeted and shot back by my weakness! that's why its terrible.
the judges gave me a role: you had a crush on a guy and you are too shy to confide it
it took me quite a while to think and process the feelings. apparently, it all came to a naught. i ended up 'copying' the very standard old fasion school girl idea that is to write a love letter confessing my feelings. sigh... it was... acted out without any feelings because i never encountered such feelings before. wahuhuhuhuh..
i think i did a very bad job cuz i dun understand the role. is like, on my mind i was constantly wondering why is there a need to hide? to be shy?
gosh...

musical audition is tmr!!!

tmr is it!!! so scary and so exciting!! wow...
entering this musical audition took me a large step from my comfort zone to pursue what i really like to do
is this alright? that is the question i always ponder when i only think of what i want.
i always fear to decide on things that i want; involve in the things that i want, create and produce the things that i want. the biggest barrier is to question myself before i go all the way.
i ever did that decision once and i know i did it well when i was in sec 1. however, my path was being shattered by the lost hope of the continuity of the event and therefore, left.
thinking back now, is all worth it?
ya... it is worth it to let it be a good memory and to know that i have the capability. but its not worth it enough because i'll be leaving all that dreams and adventure behind.

right now, i'm going to grab it back and see if i really do have those quality once more.
to be able to sing and act is not the skill i was looking but instead it is the courage i always long for to stand in front of thousands and millions of people watching me perform. not forgetting the overly committed me to enjoy all that fellowship with my frens during the production preparations.
that was what i was breathing in when i acted in sec 1 for a musical concert as well as on tv.
what is it that i'm looking for right now?
i must say, i'm not aiming for a lead character. i just wanna know that there are people supportive of me acting. i love performing since young you know?
perhaps the skill that i wanna achieve is to be confident. self confidence; that i can do it as long as i know where i stand. and of course , get back in touch with feelings again...

unfortunately, gerald didnt think much of it nor do i wanna boast about it. he didnt even know the song i was preparing for on the day before the audition. not only was he ignorant about it, he didn't even offer any tips on singing... yet he knows that i have this audition to go. i would expect a lot of people to be shocked if i told them i'm working on a concert. don't really wan anyone to know cuz its really, nth. i guess its really nth, even to those that knows... however, i'm glad that at least my bro amos supports me by giving his thoughts and opinions when i sang to him. its already great enough...
i think, i hope...

going back to school

finally i'm getting better now.
however, i have been getting sick real often this year. could it be gerald as the main source of all my illnesses since he's so prone to sickness? sigh... oh well, i'm happy i'm much better today, so i'm SOOOOOOOOO HAPpY

alright going back to school worries me because i have skipped 2 lessons alr.
you know that feeling of fearing you can't catch up with everyone? it sucks
so much that i wanna go back to school, yet afraid that its too much to handle since there's so little time. sigh again. this has gotta stop. i must not be LAZY

another thing is, all my friends around me are either driving or learning driving.

should i join in the gang as well? i know there'll e lots of benefits to it, however, i really fear accidents. i wonder why too.. should i learn? since i should have more time from school when i'm exempted from 2 modules! i just love that fact.

another worry would be with regards to campus cell. apparently, not everyone is committed to it. as i have suspected, the sense of belonging is not there, thus people don't feel like attending since they are 'not needed' to. i need to assign responsibilities as its tough for me, alone, to handle the coordinations as well as the duties. i need help... i need real help.

some really interesting mtv

you guys really gotta watch this mtv man...
start off with this one 1st




don't you think tt's sexy?
and now. how bout this...



i like the guy in shades
and i like the one of the gal's hairstyle, i mean the main actress of the video.. short enough

one more test to go...

gosh, last night's test was terrible. i really got confused when it comes to goodwill in balance sheet. but i knew it was suppose to be placed under fixed assets yet the balance sheet cannot balance. so i decided to leave that entry out. i wonder what would happen man. there's a possibility that i might fail for such a simple paper reason being is that i totally forgot my points during the test!! sucks...

anyway, as promised.. i'll post the pictures of condos and bungalows in sentosa cove

just some random shots.. and to prove that i'm in sentosa, just takt a look at all those dinosaurs behind some bungalows

apparently, this architect likes artifacts be placed around the place and in every small area of a few bungalows, he would decorate the place with a certain theme he chose. for this, its stone age... cool ah?

this is the stone age pathway for cars to drive around

a normal pathway for cars

i dunno where this is but there's a yacht

just some random condo that i saw on the way to the condo dad was fetching me

looking at this building makes me feel like im in some other foreign countries already

yachts!!!!

see see, got yachts

the bridge over to the condo... you can see some yachts

well, this is the view from the living room balcony of a condo

daddy and me!

at the side of the pathway, you see the beach!!

too bad you cant do anything there but to watch and admire the scenery

a swimming pool!! so cool right?

i think its so going to be pretty once its done with the other small renovations

this is the pathway when you walk out of the condo living room..

junior rooms

can you see the yacht?

this is how it looks like from the other rooms that's situated direclty opposite from the living room and the master bedroom

the very common toilet

this is the 2nd part kitchen where you can cook all that oily food without having to oil your precious living room floor. apparently, the bombshelter is just next to it... odd

the very clean kitchen with pretty cool features there

the living as always big eough to fit almost everything




looking outwards to the bath tub direction...

inside the toilet lookin in from the bath tub

here you see the toilet from the master bed room

if you look properly, it's got glass wall all around it. can you believe that?

this is how it looks like outside the living room where the balcony is

i'm going for a party stayover... i think

yay!!! (marcus u see that?)

its YAY!!!

i cant't believe its only... 2 days away and i wonder if its alright for me to bring baby carrots for the potluck dinner... so fun!!

i still think gerald looks like a gal... right?

anyway, although getting exempted means no project for me but i still got other modules stest coming up! so crazy!! now i remembered why i didn't wanna go into business in tp cuz i suck at it. sigh... the upcoming test is accounting and i already found it confusing. our 1st SIM test accounting will be held on thursday night at 7pm. it is so late as SIM has part-time students as well. so, kinda no choice thing..

movies i wanna watch: The Proposal, Gamer, Harry Potter, GI Joe, Orphan, Up

new blogskin!!!

i have finally changed my blogskin for countless times people tried to persuade me, or convince me that my previous blogskin wasn't friendly enough.
oh well, i hope this one is friendly enough for my audience now... no?

alright, SIM just sucks when it comes to admin. apparently, their are so screwed up and slow to exempt me from a module i ever did in TP before, they only called me 2 days before the proj submission dateline. can you believe it? i was so pissed yet happy at the same time for getting exempted. so right now, after throwing all that time to make my project workout, i really wonder what kind of grades will i get. in a way, i just wasted all the opportunities i could have to dota in TP.

WHAT A WASTE AH!!!

poor blog

oh gosh, i can't believe i haven't blogged for almost a month!! haha..
well, i guess i could blame it on facebook games and school because this is all i mainly do on weekdays
ya know, it took me 2 hrs to reach sch by bus but 1 hr by train! i figured that train is much better although its slightly more expensive... haha
whichever it is, i would spend a total of 5 hrs for school and it sucks because that's almost half of the day.
for that, playing facebook was the next routine after school that i spent the whole night playing once i reached home =.=
hehe... dunno y but i suppose i just dun wanna study

my family got locked outside our house

just last sunday 21st june 2009
my family booked me for dinner since its Fathers' Day. well, my parents invited gerald along as well and we headed down to hougang green for zhi cha.
it was great family bonding even till we head back our home, we realised no one has the keys.
what we did? i bet you can guess it right
we tried to get our keys fromt he inside wince we know where we placed our keys
it was hilarious because of the whole set up. my parents were laughing at the back while the rst of us were reaching out for the keys.. haha... the scene was just retarded but too bad i didnt take any pics of it

updates for the past 2 wks

was talking to lionel online on 5th june friday. the day when i was due for a family dinner in cathay astons. as you know, you gotta queue for nearly 2 hrs to get in there. and apparently, lionel knows all about it and drew me this illustration of the queue with the aston door there. its so exxagerated and retarded lo. whichever it is, i was totally dreading that to queue after my work. because i'll be queueing alone onece again. how sucky is that man...

was going out for movie with this guys on 3rd june wed. the show is awesome!! i think it's so funny man.. anyways, 3 words: fun fun fun!!!

and we went to the new building at orchard to check it out whats there to browse. sadly, most shops were still under renovation so there wasn't much to see. what a waste isn't it? =p oh well, at least we didnt waste the time loitering the shop, we started camwhoring at the 7 storey high escalator!!! hahaha.... scary ya know?

ok, we were walking around this new building at bugis on last tues. think it was the 2nd june. yup... so glad to meet carmen for dinner cuz i miss her pretty badly. and also, i just felt that it's lifeless working so much without having some fun at times. so i decided to do some pampering of myself as well. hee...

there was this one day that i was busy doing my job at work and then i decided to play a lil of facebook games. so i clicked restaurant city and find myself staring at gerald's character instead of the loading page. so i thought there was some error occuring and refreshed the page. but this pic kept appearing.. weird right. i contacted gerald about it and finally, finally entered the game. haha... weird, so weird

was walking around dhoby ghaut ps with my gor and found this shoes that i thought gerald might need them in cases of some occasions he gotta attend. as ya know, his shoes looks awful and it stinks crazily. so, since there's gss, might as well get it right? infact i thought it suited wai too. and at least i thought wai's fashion taste is better than gerald's

this is that fat baby we once called too pampered and was too fat for its own good. ya.. you can guess it. it's eileen's son and i kinda forgot his name for now.. don't know why.. =p

this is all taken to update cui on what has been going on in church. and i remembered about this fat baby that got me video-ed a short clip for you to see how playful he is now. haha...

H1N1 video




boarding video




sars video remember?

Fever at 38.1 degrees celsius

i

DEPLETED

poly graduation day 2009

oops just wanna say that my mum bought me heels!! haha



this is how it looks like when i wore it
alright back to the topic.

just before the grad ceremony, i was playing around with my gown. ok, wrong...
my frens were playing around with my gown as u can below

wai looks like a wizzard man

i dunno gerald's

n here's liwei!! but a bit over-sized for her

ohhh... n MR Rafi... (is this how u spell his name?)

oh, n the gal that sat right at my left talking to me during the whole session of boring talks =p

and i found out that she's my classmate's gf!!! what a small world

oh... n this yong sheng was totally ignoring me for picture-taking as he was bz talking on the phone. idiot!.... well... wat else can i say

n i found chou kin in the midst of the crowd!! so weird but at least i cease the moment to take pictures with her

n here's eddie. i think he's quite cute.. haha

n most of all.. CARMEN!!!

some introduction here, this is Mr Yeo T. Chye sandwiched by carmen and me... i called him down from his office to take photos with him.. haha
he's my supervisor for my SIP =p

n family photo!!!