Merry Xmas
Friday, December 25, 2009
oh yes it's x'mas once again and yet i could still remember how i celebrated my previous x'mas in church last year. it's kinda different this year as i fell a little unwell due to the drastic change in weather. therefore, staying at home was the best option for my x'mas activity. sadly, nothing much to do at home, i was bored and so i pushed myself into shopping around nearby shops to get stuffs i need for the presents i'm making. this make me wonder how did all my friends celebrate their x'mas every year? i had been busy with church stuffs every year but not this year. kinda feel like it's just another holiday instead of how it used to imprint into my head that its a big big occasion. feels empty...
awesome notebook!
Saturday, December 05, 2009
wahahahaha... i have finally gotten a laptop and its slick in my context. although there were quite a number of feedbacks in the forum that is negative enough to make me doubt the durability of this Alec, i'm still bought over by its the capabilities.
it's been long since the last entry and yet i'm still clueless about what to post on my blog. i guess it'll take a while more for me to post another entry again.
TP. i miss tp days. come to think of it, although i'm not very involved with tp, i still miss the times where i can meet carmen just any time at her house. and of course not forgetting pc crews filling me with dota games when i'm too stressed up with my work. moreover, it feels good to be back in tp because you don't have the purpose to study there but to enjoy the company of friends you made. yet again, my holidays are filled with work. how exciting is that? i guess this is part of growing up in the society where you will start neglecting friends you once been closed to. annoying.
think brown eyed girls are cute
Friday, September 25, 2009
hi blog
Sunday, September 20, 2009
i'm really sorry, i won't be around for some time now. suddenly, i just lost the reason and purpose to write any more.
until i find a reason to, i shall stay passive for now.
love,
author of this blog
until i find a reason to, i shall stay passive for now.
love,
author of this blog
photoshoot + dead sea scroll exhibition
Friday, September 11, 2009
some pictures from the photoshoot
alright, that's it. more photos in facebook.
alright, that's it. more photos in facebook.
about the Dead Sea Scrolls exhibition,
i have yet to upload the pictures... =p
audition results
Thursday, September 10, 2009
n finally, i opened my email this morning and saw an email from the Performing Arts (P'Arts)
well, after all that trainning on the vocals, i thought my voice wasn't good enough for the musical.
i was wrong! i got in!! the next thing i gotta go for is the interview which they will update me about it soon. wow...
i think this is so exciting!! haha.. finally doing sth that's totally unexpected!
and then i'm also gonna try out mediacorp as their calefare. haha... just some things i always wanted to do before i grow even older... when i knew that mediacorp was looking for artists, couldnt resist to try out. perhaps i just wanna how far i can go in the performing industry. =p
just curious you know. but i never thought of living in the performing or entertainment industry anyway.
well, after all that trainning on the vocals, i thought my voice wasn't good enough for the musical.
i was wrong! i got in!! the next thing i gotta go for is the interview which they will update me about it soon. wow...
i think this is so exciting!! haha.. finally doing sth that's totally unexpected!
and then i'm also gonna try out mediacorp as their calefare. haha... just some things i always wanted to do before i grow even older... when i knew that mediacorp was looking for artists, couldnt resist to try out. perhaps i just wanna how far i can go in the performing industry. =p
just curious you know. but i never thought of living in the performing or entertainment industry anyway.
the AuditioN
Thursday, September 03, 2009
it was terrible!!! i'm glad that my music sense with all that preparation yesterday morning did help me pretty much.
i thought singing would be my problem so i had to practice and practice. yes it didnt became a problem during the audition. yay!!
however, my acting... my part... my role...
goodness i have been targeted and shot back by my weakness! that's why its terrible.
the judges gave me a role: you had a crush on a guy and you are too shy to confide it
it took me quite a while to think and process the feelings. apparently, it all came to a naught. i ended up 'copying' the very standard old fasion school girl idea that is to write a love letter confessing my feelings. sigh... it was... acted out without any feelings because i never encountered such feelings before. wahuhuhuhuh..
i think i did a very bad job cuz i dun understand the role. is like, on my mind i was constantly wondering why is there a need to hide? to be shy?
gosh...
i thought singing would be my problem so i had to practice and practice. yes it didnt became a problem during the audition. yay!!
however, my acting... my part... my role...
goodness i have been targeted and shot back by my weakness! that's why its terrible.
the judges gave me a role: you had a crush on a guy and you are too shy to confide it
it took me quite a while to think and process the feelings. apparently, it all came to a naught. i ended up 'copying' the very standard old fasion school girl idea that is to write a love letter confessing my feelings. sigh... it was... acted out without any feelings because i never encountered such feelings before. wahuhuhuhuh..
i think i did a very bad job cuz i dun understand the role. is like, on my mind i was constantly wondering why is there a need to hide? to be shy?
gosh...
musical audition is tmr!!!
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
tmr is it!!! so scary and so exciting!! wow...
entering this musical audition took me a large step from my comfort zone to pursue what i really like to do
is this alright? that is the question i always ponder when i only think of what i want.
i always fear to decide on things that i want; involve in the things that i want, create and produce the things that i want. the biggest barrier is to question myself before i go all the way.
i ever did that decision once and i know i did it well when i was in sec 1. however, my path was being shattered by the lost hope of the continuity of the event and therefore, left.
thinking back now, is all worth it?
ya... it is worth it to let it be a good memory and to know that i have the capability. but its not worth it enough because i'll be leaving all that dreams and adventure behind.
right now, i'm going to grab it back and see if i really do have those quality once more.
to be able to sing and act is not the skill i was looking but instead it is the courage i always long for to stand in front of thousands and millions of people watching me perform. not forgetting the overly committed me to enjoy all that fellowship with my frens during the production preparations.
that was what i was breathing in when i acted in sec 1 for a musical concert as well as on tv.
what is it that i'm looking for right now?
i must say, i'm not aiming for a lead character. i just wanna know that there are people supportive of me acting. i love performing since young you know?
perhaps the skill that i wanna achieve is to be confident. self confidence; that i can do it as long as i know where i stand. and of course , get back in touch with feelings again...
unfortunately, gerald didnt think much of it nor do i wanna boast about it. he didnt even know the song i was preparing for on the day before the audition. not only was he ignorant about it, he didn't even offer any tips on singing... yet he knows that i have this audition to go. i would expect a lot of people to be shocked if i told them i'm working on a concert. don't really wan anyone to know cuz its really, nth. i guess its really nth, even to those that knows... however, i'm glad that at least my bro amos supports me by giving his thoughts and opinions when i sang to him. its already great enough...
i think, i hope...
entering this musical audition took me a large step from my comfort zone to pursue what i really like to do
is this alright? that is the question i always ponder when i only think of what i want.
i always fear to decide on things that i want; involve in the things that i want, create and produce the things that i want. the biggest barrier is to question myself before i go all the way.
i ever did that decision once and i know i did it well when i was in sec 1. however, my path was being shattered by the lost hope of the continuity of the event and therefore, left.
thinking back now, is all worth it?
ya... it is worth it to let it be a good memory and to know that i have the capability. but its not worth it enough because i'll be leaving all that dreams and adventure behind.
right now, i'm going to grab it back and see if i really do have those quality once more.
to be able to sing and act is not the skill i was looking but instead it is the courage i always long for to stand in front of thousands and millions of people watching me perform. not forgetting the overly committed me to enjoy all that fellowship with my frens during the production preparations.
that was what i was breathing in when i acted in sec 1 for a musical concert as well as on tv.
what is it that i'm looking for right now?
i must say, i'm not aiming for a lead character. i just wanna know that there are people supportive of me acting. i love performing since young you know?
perhaps the skill that i wanna achieve is to be confident. self confidence; that i can do it as long as i know where i stand. and of course , get back in touch with feelings again...
unfortunately, gerald didnt think much of it nor do i wanna boast about it. he didnt even know the song i was preparing for on the day before the audition. not only was he ignorant about it, he didn't even offer any tips on singing... yet he knows that i have this audition to go. i would expect a lot of people to be shocked if i told them i'm working on a concert. don't really wan anyone to know cuz its really, nth. i guess its really nth, even to those that knows... however, i'm glad that at least my bro amos supports me by giving his thoughts and opinions when i sang to him. its already great enough...
i think, i hope...
