as promised...

this dress kinda make me look old right??

argh...

was trying out some dresses on one particular tiring day at compass point while talking to cui on the phone. here's the result of funny facial expressions...



and then i realised there are more dresses to try on since im quite fixed at the idea of getting a dress that day.

n then i found this dress.. yes i agree its pretty. so i bought it loh.. =p

there was this day where i went out with darrell to eat at prive. man... i remembered i got so bloated after eating only banana walnut cake and peanut butter choc cake. really, it's a session of high tea with him. =p and felix gave me 30% discount ya noe? gave me free milkshake and ice lemon tea too!! wow.. awesome time over there.... after which, i was boasting to darrell about some places i recently explored with carmen and agnes that looked really romantic.. don't believe me? judge for yourself!

this is the waters surrounding prive and there you see windvane.. cool design right?

here's just some random photography that i tot was nice. just that this camera refuse to forcus more, so this picture is kinda blurred at the item i wanna concentrate on...

n flowers flowers!!

pretty right? my masterpiece

tada!!!

well, darrell thought the view was alright and he showed me some other areas he thought looks romantic to him..

sorry... just randoming again. i thought this picture looks like its taken in london.. but i guess the flats kinda gave it away... bleah

i guess this is quite a popular place to be right?

just that i forgot the name of this bridge again!

ya.. it's a bridge alright.

so sad...

ahhhhhhhhh... i feel so sad
had been keeping things to myself lately to see it grow to be such a large matter to me now..
i'm feeling more sad than i thought i was.
why???
im not having PMS becuz my period is over.
my dad made me apply for SIM just in case i couldn' get in to NTU
apparently, i received a response from NUS which i didn't even manage to complete that application.
NUS just thank me for choosing them as my 1st choice (which i didnt) in that email
wonder what's going on but oh well, i'm still waiting for NTU to return their results
and because i really don't wanna go SIM, i just felt totally terrible. as in terribly sad...
obeyed my parents into applying SIM which i am pretty sure i'll get in, and knows that i can't place my music as my mainstream... ahhhhhhhh.. (felt like crying after typing here..)
if you've heard all my audio composition, i'm pretty sure you can tell i've got a style of my own
just that it's still raw and needs toning on the method of using instruments
when i thought i could be free from the bondage of this book-intelligent society, i was wrong.
being dragged down by my dad..
just felt so stucked down..
and because of OBEDIENCE
im swallowing this bitter pill to go my parent's way
at first, i thought this unhappiness won't last a day or two
i was wrong when i seek gerald to help me out in cheering up
carmen just didn't say much about it, instead, continued to talk to me about not entering uni and stuff
so all in all, it didn't work. i'm still awfully feeling miserable.
and i can see how deep this bitterness is going by gauging how much i've spent my money on things that are needless to me...
gosh.. really, it's gotta stop

just yesterday...

there was this workshop conducted by XX and daven in school and surprisingly, i attended. but i must say i have learnt to suit up the system with wires!! haha its great to get extra knowledge but i think i might just forget. oops

anyways, here are some videos taken yesterday with regards to shy wai and XX bday.
just to fill you in, shy wai had a crush on somebody and saw her in the same place as him yesterday. well, we managed to make him talk to her and he got all this shy. watch..

and then we continued to 'pester' him

and then part III

wow... and it goes on to part IV

n lastly part V

n then we head out to fish & co. for dinner!

FISH & CO.

girlfriends

lately, i met up with my girlfriends in compass point.

its was really great to meet them again. really.

realized that they r still the same people i used to know in sjc

glad that they may have changed in appearance but not their character

at least now i know i still have girl friends around... ya..

very important!! i need girl friends, those that can share problems with..

wahuhuhuhuh... =p

its carmen and me over here

how pretty is our smile manz...

=p

that's miao miao and xiuhui

we have finally met up after 3 years manz.. that's long

alright, we shall go on to individual picture taking

our 1st contestant is xiuhui

2nd is miao miao

3rd is carmen

and last is constance!! - the tired 1

and together, we r F4

4 Females.. haha

just crapping again

just yesterday, waihng gerald and me went to carmen's house for some lappy fun

finally dota-ed once again

and also receiving presents from carmen!!

haha.. these are the figurines bought from japan. i got kakashi

the other guys too sasuke

notice there're 2 sasuke right?

ya.. both of them are bullying me in some ways

poor kakashi~

some videos i took

i guess the videos are a bit outdated or repeated from daven's blog
but oh well, im still going to post it anyways


warning! it's gonna be a boring one because i couldn't edit this video due to the abnormal file
and also, media creator also rejects this file type...
so.. no choice right? i shall bore u guys with it..

and then comes the 2nd part of it...

n yes.. that's all for Marcus's bday celebration
here comes gerald's 1!!
ok, its repeated from daven's blog but still it's from my view

wat a marvelous torture right? hahaha..
anyway, in case u thought that i was the one who planned this water balloon in his under pants thing
u r so wrong! marcus was the one who suggested it and also prepared the balloons
see, i m not so evil afterall u noe? haha.. =p

yup, its was done after sending cui off to brisbane
ok. time for some fun stuffs that wai and gordon had introduced during gerald's bday
this is the flying green noodle, or so they called it

retarded right?

guess i got killed laughing at this video
great job wai... =p

haha.. n that is waihong with his green noodle mouth talking n kissing
hope you guys won't think freaky of him..
haha..

big miracle!!!

it's so amazing that i was pretty down lately due to the sunday incident where i was late for service n screwed up the worship in 1st n 5th service. basically, that sunday didn't go well either because everyone was tlking about how badly i played for worship and stuff. i couldnt help it but to cry that day because i was upset with myself for being so careless... thank God i had Daven and and ZhongTao to be there listening to all my crap that day. thank u brothers in christ. well, apparently a pastor asked me directly as to why i stopped playing for a particular piece. the reason is obvious.. for 1, i heard them singing at the wrong key even after i intro, so i thought it was the wrong version of the song. for 2, even if i were to play melody, no one would be following. for 3, if i continued playing, it'll sound like noise. isnt that worse? so afterwhich he concluded on his own that there must be practice before worship. i was like "whatever" in my mind because he doesn't know the depth of the problem at all.

so today, my day got better in the afternoon since i was meeting up with my sjc girlfriends at compass point. when its time to play for service, i screwed up again.. tears rolled down from my eyes as i continued playing for worship. i guess its " the show muz go on" .. i was feeling really terrible that i couldn't wait for service to end and run off from the building.

apparently. after service, i great news came about! i passed my grade 8 exam!! can u see that i was brought down by the music these few days and God used music to cheer me up? how cool isnt it? i knew i did very badly for this exam and was already expecting a fail.. however, i clinged on to the hope that i would put in effort and God will do the wonders. i believe, i've poven my God is awesome to me!!

n it is time...

this is the moment i have been waiting for

carmen is back in singapore!!

woohoo~ how's tt?

at least i noe i wont look like this

for the rest of the days now... how boring isnt it?
ya.. especially with my hands at my chin in front of the computer where my eyes are fixed on
i suppose i need a fresh air outside, away from mafia and restaurant city... =p

by the way, this is kai kai's kiss for all of u! haha

isnt he sweet? think he's so cute!

he's really got lots of weird patterns that does melts the heart of many who sees him

its just sad that he doesn't like my bro justin

no idea why but every sight of him would make kai kai cry..

oh well, at least he sticks to me like glue today and i'm happy with it

grade 8 exam experience + wk update!!

basically, there was a TPCO concert on friday night n i was there to give them my support by offering my service as production crew member

n yes i kinda screw up quite a lot back there..

i placed the seats wrongly.. adjusted the music stands in front of the audience which squeaked

n moousse wai drew me my name on my bottle!!

n becuz we were afraid to make any more mistakes.. we examine the floor plan once again with great pressure

oh ya.. i forgot to introduce...


in the middle, tt's my ex TPCO cello teacher
e other guy would be my cello senior hu likes to play for performance

i can finally blog sth today... but only for a while since my bro wanna dota with me, y not? haha..
anyways, exam was terrible!! how say?
1st i went in to the room b4 my actual time slot
2nd i wasnt prepare n got super nervous
3rd i played 3 totally wrong scales
4th i made slips n pauses in my 2 pieces
5th i sight-read slowly, too slow in fact
6th i tot for the aural answer n the examiner went on with the next section
7th i dun like tt examiner

so ya... those r the few thinks i really tot i did badly for this grade
wahuhuhuhuh.. tt lady isnt nice at all.. dun like
however, i do hope i could scrape tru it at least
even if i wanna get a distinction for it, im hoping to do it again at my leisure only if im working

the coming of grade 8 piano exam!!

alright, in another 13hrs 33mins, i'll be taking my piano exam!!

so scary!! i wonder y m i so anxious this time round.

is it becuz i noe i either die failing or rejoice passing this exam

cuz if i were to retake it, i'll be wasting time n money!!

wahuhuhuhuhuhuh.. so scary

testing

1 2 3

alright. bascially, i noe my blog is experiencing some probs n i cant seem to solve it.
so since i cant solve it, i might as well get on with it right? haha...

i duno y but i've been painting.. i guess i was hoping to finish up the paints i got for feb babies
needed the paints for their gifts tt's y
if i can get a pic of it, i'll post it here k?
its really nth fantastic due to the lack of colors but oh well, its still.. erm nice?

my piano exam will be conducted in 2 days time..

2 days!!! let me count the hours...

its exactly 48hrs away!!! oh my goodness..

wahuhuhuhuhuhuh...

blogging~ wahuhuhuh...

yes yes, u guys muz be wondering if i ever have parallex error in taking photos of scenery
truth is, i wasnt even aiming at anything n just took a pic above the surface of the water
ya noe, i was really scared tt my phone would fall off my hand n into the pond! haha..
thankfully it didnt.
n this was all taken on the day when we were preparing for the video shoot

just grabbed a sight on a flower growing beside the pond
looks kinda cool cuz its all alone right there on the field n it stands out pretty much
alright, i guess im wasting ur time reading all this crappy stuff tt i find it amusing
its just too bad i couldnt get my phone to focus right on this flower cuz im still not used to the phone im using right now.. havent really get the picture capturing skills yet...
still finding out how tough




so wats with christine n jane in my post u ask?
well, we had chalet the other day... it was on the 10th march 09 tuesday
yup, its quite a disspointment though cuz those happening ppl r working their ass off to night
until they reached the chalet, they got real tired n wasnt high during the night
amazingly, this chalet was alcohol-free!! n i realy cant believe it man..
its not tt they dun want it , rather no 1 tot of buying a bottle.. so.. ya loh..
sianzed




n tt's pala doin his thing on the bbq pit
havent seen him for a long time man.. kinda missed him
n also, he brought his gf along too! just tt i forgot her name n a pic of her

n yes u see this ah peh over there?
he is mr johnson right there... the 'father' of prive part time staffs

cui called!!!

cui called!!! haha.. didnt noe its cheaper for her to make overseas call than to make local calls in aust. interesting policy. think shouldnt change tt at least not now when cui is there.. haha
anyway, just when she called, all the questions i wanted to ask her was all jumbled up n i presume i ended blabbering nonsense in the end. so... although she's answered some of my questions on the phone, i still do have some other questions... so to orgainse myself, i decided to... state my questions here.. just in case she were to call again, i can better prepare myself. =p

questions:
#1 - have u fallen off ur bed over there?
#2 - r the clothes cheap over there?
#3 - any1 hit on u yet?
#4 - r the food portionings bigger than germany's?
#5 - how's ur sch schedule like?
#6 - saw any eye candy yet?
#7 - got miss me alot? this is a very important question k!
#8 - r their lectures like singapore's?
#9 - happy over there so far?
#10 - got reply my email??

ok... wat sex brain r u??

hey peeps.. here's the rule
- do the survey
- copy n paste the result in ur post
- tag ppl u want


wat sex brain r u?

imodelsinternational.com + RISK

ok.. n so i have gone for the interview yesterday

how was it??

hhrmm....

as usual, simliar to other companies, they would help u do up a portfolio n upsell u in the market

portfolio is a basic n u get to choose the no. of outfits to take from

it's price varies so cant really say much

make-up n outfits r all provided by the company

but at least i noe this company is quite recognised by govt companies such as singtel, starhub, mediacorp... etc

n i was discussing with my bro abt this

he was saying tt its more worth it for me to try acting instead of modelling cuz u may nv no when will u get the project since every starter will be a freelance

hmm..

aiya... dun wanna go for it lah...

very lazy...

RISK

oh yeah.. finally get to play it

n here we r at daven's house playing risk on a mahjong table

how weird right? mahjong table?

well, perhaps the earth is surrounded by green green land with a squarish booundary n few wooden drawers.. haha

it may not be for the real world lah.. but for the world we r conquering, it seemed so

alright, tt's the formation of wai's troops

dunno y its all in a straightline

n tt's mine!! white... so pure!!

n tt's daven's

nice right? i really think so..

but i dun think i have tt much patience to form them in this manner... think all my troops will just collapse like dominoes..

n finally... ben's

apparently gerald's wasnt taken.. i think its cuz he was bz blessing all the solders n players with his wise words n showers of blessing tt he didnt have time to form his troops

but oh well, i think most of the troops were awaken by his speech due to his saliva..

haha

今天不回家

wahuhuhuh... im currently here using carmen's apple computer playing mafia on facebook.

right here right now, im abt to spam my tots while carmen slps as a host..

she left me all alone in a cold room using her come which im totally not familiar with while she slps soundly on her bed...

wahuhuh.. im super bored... grabbing hu ever is online to tok to me..

one more thing

an international modelling company has approached me to be their model for advertisements

they just called me like few mins ago nto requiring any portfolio or watsoever

their goal is to get people to help promote other companies by posting their models on advertisements

another words, they r like supply chain management. instead or managing goods n sourcing suppliers, they r sourcing for ppl on the streets n other areas n managing the models

so ya.. will be meeting them tmr

while typing this, carmen awaken n is feeding me udon!! hahaha

n yes we have spent the whole afternoon playing mafia n pet societyn of cuz the great carmen shredded her uni brochure into this very beautiful aft piece
all done with a pair of scissors lying around her table.
n gosh she thinks its fun to shred papers... scary

oh oh n this art is done by johnson in prive

an attempt to draw tracy with long hair... in this case, plaided hair

haha.. quite cute eh? =p

daddy's bday

yesterday wasnt my day at all..

glad to be early for service yesterday n played to my best for worship

however, i kinda got sick during service n later on i realised its flu

so i head home to rest after sunday sch classes

just as i waited for bus 10, it took abt 45mins to arrive, the weather kept drizzling

i was freezing when i got on the bus... but its ok, i slept abt there

then after alighting, its still drizzling!

bus 27 came without a seat for me to sleep on.

its ok, i stood n slept. n i really slept! for the 1st time i sleep standing up

u see, when i got to deep into my slp, my knees got weak like it kinda turned off from working

n i almost fell in the bus... wah.. so malu lah..

nvm.. then i alighted at sengkang n realised i just missed my bus 372 becuz it was in front of 27 n it didnt stop for me

wahuhuh.. n it was still drizzling..

as u noe, i got terribly sick in the night...so it sucks..

all tt displeasure was lost to the nights dinner where we once again bbq steak at our house

ya noe wat? it taste really good!! wahahha

though i couldnt enjoy it peacefully cuz of all tt sniffing

still, the spaghetti n steak just rule it all

so u may ask wats the occasion..

my dad's bday!!

yup, tt's my steak there..

maybe i shall try moose meat as well

ya.. one day.. wai beware u might just end up at our pit

gerald's bday

14th feb 09

Saturday

its valentines day n i shared it with wai gerald n carmen at yichen's sch funfair held at cedar girls sch.

was there at noon to have my hair sprayed green, drink n drink. n we didnt play games...

so wasted

anyway, went for youth service after tt n then to gerald's grandma's place for his pre-bday celebration.

n here it is..

his cake

gerald n me




gerald n me with a moose at his side




gerald's cousins





gerald's family

okok.. so we go on to his actual birth day.

1st thing in the morning, we smashed his face with 3 plates of whip cream

n then walked to ehub for grocery shopping

ok, this is a bit retarded as the guys decided to look top right n left while they walked. n ya..

it is all being expressed in the pic above.

sadly, benOh was blocked by gerald's big head...

back to gerald's place, gerald's mum seeked help from the guys to drill holes into the toilet walls

while at it, wai n daven decided to camwhore a bit.

its really lame as u can see...

n the fact tt wai is trying to look cool with a drill n a vaccum cleaner made it more hilarious with his facial expression

n here u see wai with a drill trying to look like 007

n again

n daven camwhoring too...

n yes yes... u see liwei with her 'grin grin' smile

daven performing his artyfarty canvas spread





the vandalism on gerald's back by the 'teen titans' + every1's names






n we concluded its happy day for gerald's

n ya noe the pot of roses i got for gerald last yr? tt rose bush died...

n then we tried to plant a weed tt looked quite like a rose..

it died too..

so gerald n i kinda left the pot to rot outside his house

however, few months later..

this clover started to grow!!

so amazing right? i'll just wait for it to grow a four leaf clover

by the way, check out the mom song