Wednesday, September 03, 2008

i respect my frens, what abt u?

haaaaagh.... RESPECT..

for those who are my frens, i just wanna say that e frenship that we share is not coincidental and i really do treasure every single one of u..
ur every opinion or advice will not be taken lightly because i know you all cared for me in one way or another
but wat i'm trying to say here isn't about frenship but more on the respect in the frenship
i understand that all of us have become really bz with the workload we each carry. meeting up for some catch up session is pretty essential.
well... the prob is how r u going to do tt...
i hav often been neglected by my 2 good frens in church whenever they have decided to meet up on any other days
well, they often say we didn't have time to bond as much n are eager for updates...
funny how it feels so cold between us with words n yet warm when we see each other at work or in church
is it all an act of socialising?
one such incident would be today where they met up somewhere...
i would take it as... they wanna have a private time together so they didn't ask me along. which is fine by me actually cuz i respect tt every individual shud have their own personal space
but if u asked me along to meet up on a last min basis cuz i only come to know tt at tt moment, pls... dun.. dun ever tell other ppl tt u tried so hard to bond with me n blah...
really, if u really treasure some1, u will set a time a suitable location to meet up.
once again, i'm telling u this cui n nat... im not a rag or tissue paper tt you can throw around after use. nor m i always available to ur service.
honestly speaking, i really dislike the way u guys 'respects' me..
put urself in my shoes...
i'm tied down to work n bloody hell cui asked me to replace her today for work
apparently i wasnt needed due to the overstaff in prive
it's ok... we knew tt on mon, but the fact tt u nv include me in the meeting gave me an impression tt u guys have some important stuff to tok abt, which i do not wish to interfere...
u told me like today n expects me to come meet u guys up on a last min basis?
wat m i? wat m i man? u shouldn't even ask me along because, in the 1st place, it wasn't even in ur intention to include me


y m i always being treated like tt by the 2 of u? i some time ask myself, y m i so foolish?
foolish enough to actually tot highly of u guys...
i'm just a withered flower under the care of u 2
e reason im holding on is because of our long yrs frenship... how pathetic isnt it?

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