i shall write!!

yes yes!! i'm finally typing an entry for my blog...
alright, it's monday afternoon and i'm here waiting for my mls lesson to start in 30 mins time. since i can't do anything much with this pathetic school computer that's only capable of providing internet access to blogs, searches and emails, i kinda figured that typing for my blog would be something useful as compared to hours staring into space or rather into an ugly and demoralizing sight of my school.

i'm super blessed with friends around me that kept me moving on even though it doesnt seem like there's hope in the situation i m in. i'm super thankful for my husband!!! she's so sweet to provide me shelter, warmth, entertainment and many other stuff. i'm aware that i'm not spending enough quality time with her. hmmm... i can't wait for holidays to come so that we could all go to wherever places we always wanted to go chill out. of course there are other friends of mine that do provide me with my needs, such as darrell, aliff (at times) and others i couldn't think of right now.

apart from getting myself independent in my basic needs, my family problem still stands. this time, it had gotten worse. no idea where it'll lead but my bros have been having a very bad feeling about it. no doubt they are quite certain that this year would be a year for a turn, yet it's the attitude towards my own family that i'm more concern of. this part i'll just have to leave it hanging cause it's kinda confidential.

and i'm announcing that i'm contented even though i have many worries. so people, i'm ok! haha... c'mon, i won't wanna get exhausted this fast. i'm happy in my current relationship and m still looking for a christian mentor to guide me on this path. wonder who will be suitable. with God as my provider, it's no problem! yeah... love the lil miracle God blessed me on yesterday!