i had a nightmare last night
dun think i wanna repeat the story but it was abt sth tt i hav feared for the longest time
n if u noe me well enough, u shud noe wat it is
apparently its still around to haunt me in the night
n especially when tv shows arent helping much by broadcasting the scenes in different shows n i happen to chance upon it, im actually getting quite disturbed right now
kinda get paranoid at night
i noe God will calm me down if i choose to believe
but wat i fear is e darkness of man tt had caused them to fall time n time again
the kind of lust, desire, desperation, losing control, the greed, the thirst for satisfaction, the inconsideration
how ... scary...
i confess i once hated man.. but wat can i say when im a human myself?
God is the creator of all creation n if i were to despise n dislike man, doesnt tt mean i dislike myself , n doesnt tt indirectly hate God?
no... im not taking charge of my life, moreover i cant judge any1 as they r sinful, so m i
but because i recognise this darkness by nature
i fear it'll actually happen, how man satisfy their emptiness by all means but from their human nature
they will forever be thirsty for more
i fear tt darkness.. the nv ending thirst of man
it can become so desperately desperate
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