stuck at home

this is just one of the days that everyone else has plans but me. stuck at home not knowing what things to do other than studying for the next paper this monday which i haven't even read a single thing about it. i guess i might just take a nap now to burn midnight oil later. who knows? oh well, kinda feel alright being home alone.. perhaps i'm trying to console myself but nevertheless, it's somewhat a good way to spend time with just myself. feels weird but ok, i can learn.

so what should i do?

should i try to be a little more feminine by posing in front of the mirror and say hi to myself?

or perhaps experiment the make-up set i have?

record music?

currently i'm just playing backyard monster on facebook in order to avoid studying and enjoy the moment of relief after a paper has expired today.

i could have joined my bro to club and help share the load of drinking as his colleagues are eager to see him drunk. i bet i could be there as his tower defense man. (oops.. too much games =p)

or perhaps join my other bro for halloween party somewhere in town and get shocked by all those "stuffs" appearing around.

there's also another choice of joining gerald for church training which is similar to a lecture. the only difference is that you can't eat during the training session and you aren't allowed to slp. ehehe

well, i could also have joined carmen with her lesson since she's got class tonight. the thought of traveling back to school just scares me away when i was so glad that i reached home at 4pm.

as you can tell from the title, i'm home. the decision is simple. i'm tired and mentally exhausted. socializing takes a lot of my energy away and i don't think i can take it. initially i wanted to just go out with a group of frens or even just someone to chit chat and chill. i guess it's not happening tonight. the night is young but i'm turning in now. haha...