growing in power

mediacorp reporters came down to SIM to give a workshop on the crisis and risk media management last night. although it's a long workshop, i totally find it fruitful. initially it focuses more on the sports and all but i kinda like look at what they are trying to say in a different angle. since they are reporters and have lots of experience in front of the camera, i thought it'll be beneficial if i could get down to the filming side so that my club can have another angle to branch out to. therefore, i approached our higher up, student development manager on his thoughts about investing some money on a handycam. he was positive about the idea and yes, my club is gonna purchase a camera! but that also means more proposals to do and submit to school. haiya... after which, i approached those mediacorp speakers for guidance to this filming route. and i must say, talking to them really inspire one to think further for the club. however, he was telling me that this new filming media that i will be working on will make me more powerful that the others. that also means FPA will be at the top above all other arts cca. huh..... but it's already at the top currently. with the additional "power" FPA will become invincible.... not a very good thing... at least to me, cuz then i have a problem stepping down. right now, i'm so confused.... what good is it to get so much power? i dont see the good side about it.