Merry Xmas

oh yes it's x'mas once again and yet i could still remember how i celebrated my previous x'mas in church last year. it's kinda different this year as i fell a little unwell due to the drastic change in weather. therefore, staying at home was the best option for my x'mas activity. sadly, nothing much to do at home, i was bored and so i pushed myself into shopping around nearby shops to get stuffs i need for the presents i'm making. this make me wonder how did all my friends celebrate their x'mas every year? i had been busy with church stuffs every year but not this year. kinda feel like it's just another holiday instead of how it used to imprint into my head that its a big big occasion. feels empty...