girlfriends

lately, i met up with my girlfriends in compass point.

its was really great to meet them again. really.

realized that they r still the same people i used to know in sjc

glad that they may have changed in appearance but not their character

at least now i know i still have girl friends around... ya..

very important!! i need girl friends, those that can share problems with..

wahuhuhuhuh... =p

its carmen and me over here

how pretty is our smile manz...

=p

that's miao miao and xiuhui

we have finally met up after 3 years manz.. that's long

alright, we shall go on to individual picture taking

our 1st contestant is xiuhui

2nd is miao miao

3rd is carmen

and last is constance!! - the tired 1

and together, we r F4

4 Females.. haha

just crapping again

just yesterday, waihng gerald and me went to carmen's house for some lappy fun

finally dota-ed once again

and also receiving presents from carmen!!

haha.. these are the figurines bought from japan. i got kakashi

the other guys too sasuke

notice there're 2 sasuke right?

ya.. both of them are bullying me in some ways

poor kakashi~

some videos i took

i guess the videos are a bit outdated or repeated from daven's blog
but oh well, im still going to post it anyways


warning! it's gonna be a boring one because i couldn't edit this video due to the abnormal file
and also, media creator also rejects this file type...
so.. no choice right? i shall bore u guys with it..

and then comes the 2nd part of it...

n yes.. that's all for Marcus's bday celebration
here comes gerald's 1!!
ok, its repeated from daven's blog but still it's from my view

wat a marvelous torture right? hahaha..
anyway, in case u thought that i was the one who planned this water balloon in his under pants thing
u r so wrong! marcus was the one who suggested it and also prepared the balloons
see, i m not so evil afterall u noe? haha.. =p

yup, its was done after sending cui off to brisbane
ok. time for some fun stuffs that wai and gordon had introduced during gerald's bday
this is the flying green noodle, or so they called it

retarded right?

guess i got killed laughing at this video
great job wai... =p

haha.. n that is waihong with his green noodle mouth talking n kissing
hope you guys won't think freaky of him..
haha..

big miracle!!!

it's so amazing that i was pretty down lately due to the sunday incident where i was late for service n screwed up the worship in 1st n 5th service. basically, that sunday didn't go well either because everyone was tlking about how badly i played for worship and stuff. i couldnt help it but to cry that day because i was upset with myself for being so careless... thank God i had Daven and and ZhongTao to be there listening to all my crap that day. thank u brothers in christ. well, apparently a pastor asked me directly as to why i stopped playing for a particular piece. the reason is obvious.. for 1, i heard them singing at the wrong key even after i intro, so i thought it was the wrong version of the song. for 2, even if i were to play melody, no one would be following. for 3, if i continued playing, it'll sound like noise. isnt that worse? so afterwhich he concluded on his own that there must be practice before worship. i was like "whatever" in my mind because he doesn't know the depth of the problem at all.

so today, my day got better in the afternoon since i was meeting up with my sjc girlfriends at compass point. when its time to play for service, i screwed up again.. tears rolled down from my eyes as i continued playing for worship. i guess its " the show muz go on" .. i was feeling really terrible that i couldn't wait for service to end and run off from the building.

apparently. after service, i great news came about! i passed my grade 8 exam!! can u see that i was brought down by the music these few days and God used music to cheer me up? how cool isnt it? i knew i did very badly for this exam and was already expecting a fail.. however, i clinged on to the hope that i would put in effort and God will do the wonders. i believe, i've poven my God is awesome to me!!

n it is time...

this is the moment i have been waiting for

carmen is back in singapore!!

woohoo~ how's tt?

at least i noe i wont look like this

for the rest of the days now... how boring isnt it?
ya.. especially with my hands at my chin in front of the computer where my eyes are fixed on
i suppose i need a fresh air outside, away from mafia and restaurant city... =p

by the way, this is kai kai's kiss for all of u! haha

isnt he sweet? think he's so cute!

he's really got lots of weird patterns that does melts the heart of many who sees him

its just sad that he doesn't like my bro justin

no idea why but every sight of him would make kai kai cry..

oh well, at least he sticks to me like glue today and i'm happy with it

grade 8 exam experience + wk update!!

basically, there was a TPCO concert on friday night n i was there to give them my support by offering my service as production crew member

n yes i kinda screw up quite a lot back there..

i placed the seats wrongly.. adjusted the music stands in front of the audience which squeaked

n moousse wai drew me my name on my bottle!!

n becuz we were afraid to make any more mistakes.. we examine the floor plan once again with great pressure

oh ya.. i forgot to introduce...


in the middle, tt's my ex TPCO cello teacher
e other guy would be my cello senior hu likes to play for performance

i can finally blog sth today... but only for a while since my bro wanna dota with me, y not? haha..
anyways, exam was terrible!! how say?
1st i went in to the room b4 my actual time slot
2nd i wasnt prepare n got super nervous
3rd i played 3 totally wrong scales
4th i made slips n pauses in my 2 pieces
5th i sight-read slowly, too slow in fact
6th i tot for the aural answer n the examiner went on with the next section
7th i dun like tt examiner

so ya... those r the few thinks i really tot i did badly for this grade
wahuhuhuhuh.. tt lady isnt nice at all.. dun like
however, i do hope i could scrape tru it at least
even if i wanna get a distinction for it, im hoping to do it again at my leisure only if im working

the coming of grade 8 piano exam!!

alright, in another 13hrs 33mins, i'll be taking my piano exam!!

so scary!! i wonder y m i so anxious this time round.

is it becuz i noe i either die failing or rejoice passing this exam

cuz if i were to retake it, i'll be wasting time n money!!

wahuhuhuhuhuhuh.. so scary

testing

1 2 3

alright. bascially, i noe my blog is experiencing some probs n i cant seem to solve it.
so since i cant solve it, i might as well get on with it right? haha...

i duno y but i've been painting.. i guess i was hoping to finish up the paints i got for feb babies
needed the paints for their gifts tt's y
if i can get a pic of it, i'll post it here k?
its really nth fantastic due to the lack of colors but oh well, its still.. erm nice?

my piano exam will be conducted in 2 days time..

2 days!!! let me count the hours...

its exactly 48hrs away!!! oh my goodness..

wahuhuhuhuhuhuh...

blogging~ wahuhuhuh...

yes yes, u guys muz be wondering if i ever have parallex error in taking photos of scenery
truth is, i wasnt even aiming at anything n just took a pic above the surface of the water
ya noe, i was really scared tt my phone would fall off my hand n into the pond! haha..
thankfully it didnt.
n this was all taken on the day when we were preparing for the video shoot

just grabbed a sight on a flower growing beside the pond
looks kinda cool cuz its all alone right there on the field n it stands out pretty much
alright, i guess im wasting ur time reading all this crappy stuff tt i find it amusing
its just too bad i couldnt get my phone to focus right on this flower cuz im still not used to the phone im using right now.. havent really get the picture capturing skills yet...
still finding out how tough




so wats with christine n jane in my post u ask?
well, we had chalet the other day... it was on the 10th march 09 tuesday
yup, its quite a disspointment though cuz those happening ppl r working their ass off to night
until they reached the chalet, they got real tired n wasnt high during the night
amazingly, this chalet was alcohol-free!! n i realy cant believe it man..
its not tt they dun want it , rather no 1 tot of buying a bottle.. so.. ya loh..
sianzed




n tt's pala doin his thing on the bbq pit
havent seen him for a long time man.. kinda missed him
n also, he brought his gf along too! just tt i forgot her name n a pic of her

n yes u see this ah peh over there?
he is mr johnson right there... the 'father' of prive part time staffs

cui called!!!

cui called!!! haha.. didnt noe its cheaper for her to make overseas call than to make local calls in aust. interesting policy. think shouldnt change tt at least not now when cui is there.. haha
anyway, just when she called, all the questions i wanted to ask her was all jumbled up n i presume i ended blabbering nonsense in the end. so... although she's answered some of my questions on the phone, i still do have some other questions... so to orgainse myself, i decided to... state my questions here.. just in case she were to call again, i can better prepare myself. =p

questions:
#1 - have u fallen off ur bed over there?
#2 - r the clothes cheap over there?
#3 - any1 hit on u yet?
#4 - r the food portionings bigger than germany's?
#5 - how's ur sch schedule like?
#6 - saw any eye candy yet?
#7 - got miss me alot? this is a very important question k!
#8 - r their lectures like singapore's?
#9 - happy over there so far?
#10 - got reply my email??

ok... wat sex brain r u??

hey peeps.. here's the rule
- do the survey
- copy n paste the result in ur post
- tag ppl u want


wat sex brain r u?

imodelsinternational.com + RISK

ok.. n so i have gone for the interview yesterday

how was it??

hhrmm....

as usual, simliar to other companies, they would help u do up a portfolio n upsell u in the market

portfolio is a basic n u get to choose the no. of outfits to take from

it's price varies so cant really say much

make-up n outfits r all provided by the company

but at least i noe this company is quite recognised by govt companies such as singtel, starhub, mediacorp... etc

n i was discussing with my bro abt this

he was saying tt its more worth it for me to try acting instead of modelling cuz u may nv no when will u get the project since every starter will be a freelance

hmm..

aiya... dun wanna go for it lah...

very lazy...

RISK

oh yeah.. finally get to play it

n here we r at daven's house playing risk on a mahjong table

how weird right? mahjong table?

well, perhaps the earth is surrounded by green green land with a squarish booundary n few wooden drawers.. haha

it may not be for the real world lah.. but for the world we r conquering, it seemed so

alright, tt's the formation of wai's troops

dunno y its all in a straightline

n tt's mine!! white... so pure!!

n tt's daven's

nice right? i really think so..

but i dun think i have tt much patience to form them in this manner... think all my troops will just collapse like dominoes..

n finally... ben's

apparently gerald's wasnt taken.. i think its cuz he was bz blessing all the solders n players with his wise words n showers of blessing tt he didnt have time to form his troops

but oh well, i think most of the troops were awaken by his speech due to his saliva..

haha

今天不回家

wahuhuhuh... im currently here using carmen's apple computer playing mafia on facebook.

right here right now, im abt to spam my tots while carmen slps as a host..

she left me all alone in a cold room using her come which im totally not familiar with while she slps soundly on her bed...

wahuhuh.. im super bored... grabbing hu ever is online to tok to me..

one more thing

an international modelling company has approached me to be their model for advertisements

they just called me like few mins ago nto requiring any portfolio or watsoever

their goal is to get people to help promote other companies by posting their models on advertisements

another words, they r like supply chain management. instead or managing goods n sourcing suppliers, they r sourcing for ppl on the streets n other areas n managing the models

so ya.. will be meeting them tmr

while typing this, carmen awaken n is feeding me udon!! hahaha

n yes we have spent the whole afternoon playing mafia n pet societyn of cuz the great carmen shredded her uni brochure into this very beautiful aft piece
all done with a pair of scissors lying around her table.
n gosh she thinks its fun to shred papers... scary

oh oh n this art is done by johnson in prive

an attempt to draw tracy with long hair... in this case, plaided hair

haha.. quite cute eh? =p

daddy's bday

yesterday wasnt my day at all..

glad to be early for service yesterday n played to my best for worship

however, i kinda got sick during service n later on i realised its flu

so i head home to rest after sunday sch classes

just as i waited for bus 10, it took abt 45mins to arrive, the weather kept drizzling

i was freezing when i got on the bus... but its ok, i slept abt there

then after alighting, its still drizzling!

bus 27 came without a seat for me to sleep on.

its ok, i stood n slept. n i really slept! for the 1st time i sleep standing up

u see, when i got to deep into my slp, my knees got weak like it kinda turned off from working

n i almost fell in the bus... wah.. so malu lah..

nvm.. then i alighted at sengkang n realised i just missed my bus 372 becuz it was in front of 27 n it didnt stop for me

wahuhuh.. n it was still drizzling..

as u noe, i got terribly sick in the night...so it sucks..

all tt displeasure was lost to the nights dinner where we once again bbq steak at our house

ya noe wat? it taste really good!! wahahha

though i couldnt enjoy it peacefully cuz of all tt sniffing

still, the spaghetti n steak just rule it all

so u may ask wats the occasion..

my dad's bday!!

yup, tt's my steak there..

maybe i shall try moose meat as well

ya.. one day.. wai beware u might just end up at our pit

gerald's bday

14th feb 09

Saturday

its valentines day n i shared it with wai gerald n carmen at yichen's sch funfair held at cedar girls sch.

was there at noon to have my hair sprayed green, drink n drink. n we didnt play games...

so wasted

anyway, went for youth service after tt n then to gerald's grandma's place for his pre-bday celebration.

n here it is..

his cake

gerald n me




gerald n me with a moose at his side




gerald's cousins





gerald's family

okok.. so we go on to his actual birth day.

1st thing in the morning, we smashed his face with 3 plates of whip cream

n then walked to ehub for grocery shopping

ok, this is a bit retarded as the guys decided to look top right n left while they walked. n ya..

it is all being expressed in the pic above.

sadly, benOh was blocked by gerald's big head...

back to gerald's place, gerald's mum seeked help from the guys to drill holes into the toilet walls

while at it, wai n daven decided to camwhore a bit.

its really lame as u can see...

n the fact tt wai is trying to look cool with a drill n a vaccum cleaner made it more hilarious with his facial expression

n here u see wai with a drill trying to look like 007

n again

n daven camwhoring too...

n yes yes... u see liwei with her 'grin grin' smile

daven performing his artyfarty canvas spread





the vandalism on gerald's back by the 'teen titans' + every1's names






n we concluded its happy day for gerald's

n ya noe the pot of roses i got for gerald last yr? tt rose bush died...

n then we tried to plant a weed tt looked quite like a rose..

it died too..

so gerald n i kinda left the pot to rot outside his house

however, few months later..

this clover started to grow!!

so amazing right? i'll just wait for it to grow a four leaf clover

by the way, check out the mom song

thx every1

this is going out to ppl hu managed to attend gerald's bday celebration n cui

just wanna thank u guys for making gerald's bday possible and wonderful as u can see from his face.

u guys helped me in a lot of ways to express his importance in every 1 of us..

well, even though some may not be very close to gerald now, still, ur contribution is greatly appreciated and im sure he'll treasure it... right kookoo?

thank u for making such an effort to come down n join him in his very budgeted celebration

sorry to have caused confusion in the planning due to certain reasons...

but hey, every1 enjoyed urself right? or at least i hope..

alright, so all ur best to the upcoming exams in tp!! jia you!!

to cui, thank u for waiting tt one last bit of time for me to arrive

i didnt expect things to drag n yes i felt horrible before n after u left

there's just so many things to say n i guess i nv did manage to complete a letter for u in time

thank u for those big hugs as i really needed it pretty much

hope to hear from u soon..

maybe u can scan ur schedules for ur frens so tt we noe when to call u up or go online

tt will be helpful for a forgetful person like me

last day of sch

oh yes.. its the last day of sch n im here blogging!!
how boring is tt? oh well, waiting for carmen to finish up watever she has to do today so tt we can....... we can play!!!

currently listening to my ipod on my blog

the song played is

titled: el tango

by: moulin rouge

really love tt song cuz it can actually express the feeling of the character in the show

n especially with the accompaniment of the instruments n lyrics

wow... i salute the composer who's so 'dangerous' as wat i would describe him

the anxiety done by the viola on the constant pace n note

n the sexy, elegant yet crying tone from the violin

the manly, majestic yet solemn sounding of the bass

the dancing style of the plucked guitar

and of cuz the wisely chosen singers... fantastic!!

it really broadcast the dynamics, emotions and volume of the whole plot

fearful day

i had a nightmare last night


dun think i wanna repeat the story but it was abt sth tt i hav feared for the longest time
n if u noe me well enough, u shud noe wat it is
apparently its still around to haunt me in the night
n especially when tv shows arent helping much by broadcasting the scenes in different shows n i happen to chance upon it, im actually getting quite disturbed right now
kinda get paranoid at night
i noe God will calm me down if i choose to believe
but wat i fear is e darkness of man tt had caused them to fall time n time again
the kind of lust, desire, desperation, losing control, the greed, the thirst for satisfaction, the inconsideration
how ... scary...
i confess i once hated man.. but wat can i say when im a human myself?
God is the creator of all creation n if i were to despise n dislike man, doesnt tt mean i dislike myself , n doesnt tt indirectly hate God?
no... im not taking charge of my life, moreover i cant judge any1 as they r sinful, so m i
but because i recognise this darkness by nature
i fear it'll actually happen, how man satisfy their emptiness by all means but from their human nature
they will forever be thirsty for more
i fear tt darkness.. the nv ending thirst of man
it can become so desperately desperate

funny

funny clip

our lyrics

dun u noe its hard to say u dun mean a thing
just to brush away the glances of ur face
dun u noe it hurts me just as bad as it is to u

dun u noe it pains me when u dun meet my eyes
all the times when our problems arise
but this feeling doesn't stop me from caring for u... yeah

missing u..
of the times..
tt we've been
together in everything tt we did
just tell it to me
wat u mean of our love tt is true

thinking back on our times
be it happy or sad
i'll be by ur side every moment
holding on tightly to u
just to see a smile across ur face
it'll tell me our love is true

every moment tt i spent with u
i would wish that i could freeze the time
every touch tt i feel of u
be it a kiss or a hug
it will always stay in my mind coz its u

coming back to us now
certain things might have changed
but it doesnt matter
i'll still be by ur side every moment
holding on tightly to u
still to see a smile across ur face
with our love we can create happiness .. oh.. oh

i'll be by ur side every moment
holding on tighter to u
this time to sing of my heartfelt words
saying sincerely i love u....
oo.. i love u

wai's bday celebration

celebrated wai's bday with his all-so-famous master plan
haha... bet he didnt expect his plan to backfire on him
anyways, here's the video of him getting SMASHED