finally me celebrating nat's bday

this is eileen's baby!!
wow... so big size right??
shall take soem pics of his legs 1 day to prove my point
hahaha

this is cui's dessert after we had our lunch in miss clarity cafe
all i can say is tt... if u r really hungry n looking for a restaurant to eat
miss clarity is the one for u
love it

n this is my fav!! mud ooz
it's just hot choc with ice cream
fatanastic n filling
n tt's gerald's dessert

this is my dessert...
just plain n simple 1 cuz i was quite bloated then
hehe

n tt's nat's own personal dessert prepared by the restaurant
haha.... it was great eating there

steamboat!! ~ at home

once again, we r having our steamboat at home
it was fantastic
it was meant to boost up everyones energy especially my bro amos as he would be going back to his campsite on the following day
we just hope tt he will be able to make it tru without any major probs




so here's a small gathering for all of us to dine.
had to make last min changes for the day due to the late decision
but oh well... family is more important
n im glad i was there too...
it's too bad i missed the nat's bday celebration in her house
think she enjoyed it... so should be fine lah
i think



n here's a pic of the food!! wahahahah!!!
yum yum
we even got squid
fishballs
prawns...
yum yum

pc camp!

wow.. it's quite and interesting experience, especially this is my 1st overnight camp in sch
alright... the 1st day of camp was on thurs at 1pm
it was pretty boring becuz of all the get together session followed by ice breakers
n if u think it's still good cuz i get to see gerald, then u r so wrong
becuz he's the president of production crew, i can hardly see him anywhere cuz he'll be running all abt to check on things and keep his programme going
so... all i could do is, pass my things to him for safe keeping
by the way, marcus was my grp leader , so it wasn't as bad
the thing i love abt the camp is the 2nd day where we all try out the equipments on stage
it's really pretty fun!
all i wanna say is tt it's a pity i didn't join it earlier


however, i do have a barrier in pc
fayanne is one person tt i truly dun wanna see in pc or when i do perform
there's a story behind it which im lazy to tell...


one more thing from camp
some guy seems to have some interest in me
marcus, wai n gerald can back me up with tt previous sentence for the very reason becuz he was being pretty nice to me during the whole camp
with addition to his eye contact with me, it's pretty obvious to my guy frens
for ur info, gerald was very offensive abt it.. hahaha
so.... cute marcus was trying his best to protect me by appearing beside me every time tt fellow tries to get close to me
on the 2nd day of the camp, he was already hugging me from the back, on stage
n b4 we all depart from camp, he hugged me again to say goodbye
at tt point of time, where were marcus n gerald or the rest of the guys?
they were having a debrief, so no one will be around to protect me
n if u think it would be better if we expose our relationship with every1, then it will be super unfair to all the freshees and pc committees becuz every1 will think tt i hav special treatment
n those hu r my frens will be treated well...
it's not a very good idea especially during camp
tt's y gerald n me decided to keep our relationship untold till the end of camp


how bothersome isn't it...
argh...



alright, here's a pic after camp


look!!! wai look so gal.... marc has got nail polish on him

kuanTan

yes... i'm finally in a mood to blog.

shall start with friday night.

was burning my skin off under the red hot sun just to get myself tanned in carmen's condo

wow.. i'm really tanned now..

imagine this

marinating in the pool a while n then tanning with our bikini

while in the process, we heat up our tummy's with the alcoholic drink carmen made for the both of us

at the same time, eating chips to keep us going with our drinks

wow... we both really r HOT manz...

literally hot outside in and inside out

fanatastic

sadly, we gotta head on to lavender just to collect my passport ,which means no time to relax further

erm... i parted from carmen there...

the night ride to kuantan was intertaining enough to keep me awake the whole night

the driver drove real fast even at the turns.

it really fet like 5hrs of rollercoaster ride

and i won't say it's terrible, it's more like fun!

haha... when i reached there, it was already 4am

saw cui on the bed sleeping peacefully got me a lil itchy hand to scare her...

wahahhaa.. n then i did... wahaahha muahahahaahhah.. so fun!!!

alright. saturday...

we rehearse and rehearse the whole day

shall post the pics too

quite tiring but at the end of the show, it was worth it

the kids r cute n hyper

very glad tt they were entertained with the show we had prepared for them

hmm.. love the part where we bond with them after the whole programme

the guys r so shy!! hahaaha so cute...

the girls r just quiet

n then comes night.. wanna know more abt night?

alright.

i was abused by cui.

think she must have dreamt me as her punching bag or some sort

she kicked me n knocked me during the night

the worst part was she hit my nose with her elbow! tt shocked me as well as hurt me pretty badly before i slp a lil more

now i wonder.... how did nat manage to slp peacefully with cui? this will be a mystery i think i'll nv noe

hahaha...

sunday...

we had bah kut teh for breakfast..

after which, we went to the beach for kite flying!! wow!!

so fun!! i wanna fly kite again!

onli at the last min i flew my kite really high cuz the rest of the time, pastor roy was trying it out with the other youths.

we onli had 1 kite to fly, so it will be a crowd to have the youths to play together

so cui n me just went to play water while they r at it

was flying kite the last few mins with small serene

she'll be the 1 holding on to the strings and me dancing with the kite

so fun!!

we went shopping next!! nono i went window-shopping
onli stupid me will do tt!! n i can't believe im so stupid!!! wahhuhuhuh

anyway, dinner was early. and some negative things happened so i shan't say

i played for night service worship

and i got to noe... the musicians there!!

we went for supper after tt, in Old Town

oooooooh i love the french toast.

it was great!

night was fun!!

but there was some commotion going abt so onli left johnny, gerald, wendylim, serene n yunguan playing in cui n my room

we played quite a lot of games with the cards

first was 5 stars

then bridge

lastly, horse racing game

pretty dumb but it can't be helped when ur brains was totally exhausted.

we played till abt 4am n finally got to bed

monday on the road just sux...

had to wake up early to check out of the hotel

and then on the way to singapore

had lots of pit stops tt delayed us from reaching home

we got to singapore at abt 5pm if im not wrong

so... not as bad i think

so i departed from lavender, where we stopped, for changi general hospital to visit gerald's grandma

after which, we went for curry fish head!! yum yum

and finally...

home sweet home

n as for today, i just wanna slack and rest

n maybe do a lil following up with wat was going on for the past few days

now.. nth to update lioaz..

so i go play play a bit!

wahhaahahhhahaahahah

terrible worship

in the 1st place, i admit i was late for the agreed time to reach church
however, it's really not up to me to be punctual when my only transportation in mind was bus
apart from every1 else, i take buses not car... so how can u expect me to be on time when many others are also going to church in the morning... there will be human jam too u noe
i have to beat tru human jam n traffic jam where those with cars only hav traffic jam to worry abt
it's like.. im getting very frustrated of being late lah. n they all actually think tt this doesn't bother me
it does, but i cant seem to be on time. it's so hard to tell if u r gonna be on time for church when u stay pretty far from there


another thing is tt they expect us musicians to play on the spot!!
how can they be so last min? wat kind of example is this?
what if God were to tell u that u are going on the wrong track of life on a last min basis
how does tt feel? int he 1st place, God doesn't do things last min. He plans and for every action tt He does, it will be of a purpose...
so wat example is this then??
tt's y i nv wanna do impromptu on a sunday morning for worship
im late for service but yet i have been leaving my house at the same time every wk.... it's just not to my control now..
all i noe is tt, getting there late makes me panic
another thing is tt, passing me scores at the last min freaks me out too...
i have poor sight reading skills n hav yet to master it
so... wahhhhh!!! totally scary lah

cyce cycle cycle!!!

we were meant to go wild wild wet today but guess what? i had to ruin everything with my period happily taking over my day.

how irritating to be a gal manz.. u guys out there should appreciate gals for hu they r manz.. it's not easy to lose the fun..

i noe i didn't enjoy losing the fun tt's being planned today..

in the end, we came up with a plan b

so wat's plan b?

it's to cycle from pasir ris to east coast park

how exciting right? haha...

so marc, wai, carmen, gerald n me head on with tt plan

wow... it's an incredible experience for all of them manz... except for me lah

alright, i bet their muscles will ache the next day...

anyway, becuz im with my period right, gerald pillian me all the way there

oops.. think he's gonna get even slimmer... die

then again... im helping him to develop more muscles k... so its a good thing. muahahaha

somehow i got a feeling tt carmen will blog abt this and her aching thighs... hahha

so.. we tok abt 2 hrs plus to reach there

but i guess i was careless enough to try cycle at the east coast beach

n becuz i did tt, i leaked badly... goodness

e worst part is i didnt bring pad!! WAH... really can panic loh

gerald n me cycled pretty far only to find 7-eleven. yes! finally got it and thus, took a short 'shower' and did my stuff

seriously, i really think i spoiled a lot of the fun... damn sianz...

cycling back was in a rush cuz i have tuition to do at night

was 1 hr late for it... sigh.. but overall, im glad i still got the energy to go on

hmmm.... ya...

tt's abt it for the day

think cycling is a good sport. can socialize, can travel to many places and it's part of exercising too...

it's really cool to cycle to far away places. it's like a mission to be completed and still return in 1 full piece

maye it's not much to think abt but when u r in it, u can only give it all tt u've got in order to complete the task.

and perhaps some accompaniment from ur frens will be much appreciated cuz going in a grp will nv go lonely as compared to solo riders

ok. the campsite!!

it's a pity i cant take photos in there...

in the 1st place, we r not tourists who bring around cameras to shoot at unusual sights in the campsite right?

hahah... hmmmm...

what can i say abt wats there??

shuai ge!! really got shuai ge loh.... they r with muscles too!

wasted carmen didnt go.. haiz...

the best part is tt tt shuai ge was my tour ic! hahaha....

alright... i just learn a small skill of being bimbo... =p

shall apply it to my concert yay!

my bro is going army!!!

alright, my bro amos will be going to the army in a couple of hrs more..
i wonder how is everything gonna be like
ya noe, we can enter the campsite!!
exciting isn't it?


anyway, my family had a mini celebration for my bro justin's bday
how coincidental to have my bro amos go to the army on the day when it's my bro justin's bday
ironic too...
oh well, it's ok, tt means more celebrations
just tt i think i will miss my bro pretty much...
will definitely miss his humour n noise in the house...
just hope that he will do well in there

OMG!! so many things changed in tp library

for ur info, im typing this entry in tp's library

just sent gerald to his test room, so i'm left with time to burn in sch b4 my meeting starts at 3pm

alright... what's changed?

u noe library?? they no longer allow us to eat in there!

y y y??? i dun understand... u can't hide ur food in ur bag cuz the security guard will check every single student's bag... it's so retarded loh...

now, coming to library is so tedious

ok, another thing is tt they hav found a way to use their speakers in the library productively

do you noe tt u can get caught tokking to frens n be asked to leave the library??

they announced it tru the speakers

it was nv like tt before

it's like 'what the hell'

thankfully i'm alone now.. or i'll just tok n tok without even noticing the announcement tru the speakers lah

i think it's so dumb...

then again, i believe it's to make those security guards work HARDER instead of staying at their spot n rot.

i ever caught them sleeping at the door too loh.... hahaha

i only found this 2 policies so far... i wonder wat's more

anyway, last night's celebration was fine..

i think my bros enjoyed it

whereas for me, i think i just played along n helped out in wherever places tt needs me

i'm glad tt my bro like my gift to him... hee

we played taboo throughout the time and i was really bad at it.

not very fond of the game in the 1st place. maybe its cuz i dun find it fun...

got turn off straight when they decided to play tt.

oh well, glad i had a good slp for the night..

no topic, no idea, no link?

oh yes!! at home n i wanna so blog sth when i noe i have nth much to blog abt

OooHh....................................................

i so MISSED home!

feel so happy at home, slacking n doing nth productive today

i guess i must have been deprived of slacking on my bed, doing up my room and tokking to family members since the day i started working

i love home and would wanna spend time at home too

it's a pity tt this could onli happen today

for the very reason, my bro justin is celebrating his bday tonight!!

his frens will be coming n my fren carmen too...

haha.. dunno how things will be like tonight... hmm

i wanna watch tv!!!

really wanna watch the shows i've bought in the past yrs...

wahuhuh... plus i still have shows, from carmen, to enjoy....

wah.. really no time to rest ah...

then again, got quite a lot of free time from attachment.

oh well... see how i manage my time

and then ya'an is so big now!!!

wow.. she's so cute..

but not as cute as jenna =p

just had meeting yesterday

i noe it's quite dumb to take a pic of the finished food

but i just wanna keep it for momento.. hee

my gor is going to the army!! so exciting!!!

alright, my bro amos will be going to the army in a couple of hrs more..

i wonder how is everything gonna be like

ya noe, we can enter the campsite!!

exciting isn't it?

anyway, my family had a mini celebration for my bro justin's bday

how coincidental to have my bro amos go to the army on the day when it's my bro justin's bday

ironic too...

oh well, it's ok, tt means more celebrations

just tt i think i will miss my bro pretty much...

will definitely miss his humour n noise in the house...

just hope that he will do well in there

with a laptop in my room!! yes!!! + family steamboat at home!! yum yum

as u can see, i dun own a laptop
however, my bro has one and he disallows me to bring it out of the house if i were to borrow it
wonder what's the point of borrowing a laptop manz...
but oh well, fortunately, gerald is about to enter his term test period.
i'm doing him a good deed by borrowing his laptop and position it just beside my bed so that i can touch it every day!! whahaha
but i guess this moment of happiness will have to end one day
i have onli 1 wk to keep this laptop with me.
to be exact, i think i onli have 5 days left... wahuhuhuh..

anyway, steam boat was fantastic!
love it. think my parents can make a better steamboat than i can
hmm... i have taken notice of some ingredients we muz include in the steamboat
that will be :
- steak marinated with egg
- vegetables with lobed leaves
- fishballs
- sotong and fish... for got what fish...
- prawns (optional)
- chicken soup!!!

yup, i think these are the main things that makes a steamboat taste good!!



come now, i shall show u pics of the raw food we r eating

oh! there's just so much to update!!

where should i begin?


hm.... have been working quite a lot in true blue
almost everyday last wk but hey...
think i'll stop tt working craze after this wk cuz i'm tired of it already..
it's more like their pay is so lil, change of policies, change of supervisors, new full timers who r much lazier..
think it's not worth my time chionging
in a sense, it's not worth to my health


alright
here's a pic of carmen on candid camera
wahahaah


haha... just look at her
speechless right?




haha... were bored
so drew this b4 we started work


anyway, gerald treated me to sakae sushi supper buffet at marina square on sat
was with him the whole day! wow
dunno y he chose that day but at least i know he wanted both of us to eat well
sweet





my fav strawberry smiles!!



the twin tower... haha

6 months anniversary?

it came as a surprise
well, was onli planning to catch a movie for the night b4 sending me home
however, i didn't expect gerald to have bought me sth to celebrate our 6mths together
hmm... will post some pics abt it
at the meantime, i shall tell u how he presented me the gift

we were looking for sth to munch on for the movie
so i was looking for agar agar in the supermarket
at this point, i would be in front of him in search for the things i want
so he took this opportunity to take out the gift he got for me
guess wat?
he dropped the sponge tt holds the gift
thankfully, i noticed and didn't put much thought into it
just when i finally found the agar agar, he presented me the necklace from my back
very sweet... but of all places, the supermarket =.=
aiyo....





and we watched the ironman!!
very nice show!! must watch manz!! it's a must watch movie!! worth the cash!!
but we got 2 complimentary tix for it.. haha
so happy

skipping attachment today

n here again typing another entry early morning (finally) just to update people abt how my life has been going
guess what? my group decided to not meet up for today since there isn't much to do in the 1st place
so... i took the morning to type!! well, in the expense of my beauty slp...
can't seem to slp till noon. im seriously telling u, no matter how tired m i, i jus cant snooze till noon. just cant for no reason...
the reason i should is becuz I've been going for my attachments and work straight after tt
stressing to the body? i dun exactly know becuz im really bad at understanding my body. it has to give me a sign or some symptoms to tell me i need rest and should stop working
perhaps the phrase should be ' i dunno when to say stop, even if i said i wouldn't follow'
n it's really sweet to hear my dad saying " u gotta stop working" this morning
i'm aware they r concern for my health and would want me to rest more at home. due to my miscalculation, i really can't... i need to work out my allowance for the month of august
and for the funny thing is that my dad had to chase my bros to work while he gotta stop me from working. quite ironic isn't it? haha...


anyway, i'm really contented with life now. God is still performing miracles in my life that made it so colorful
really! i'm really glad that God is active in my life...
and for ur info, i kind of realized tt my life is much better than my bros... given that they have time for all the things they wanna do but contentment wise, they are not quite there yet.
having temporary desires and wants isn't really my thing to achieve that feeling of contentment
they r just whines and complains but in overall, it's nth as compared to what really stays on in my life... so ya.. i'm good n 'healthy', in a way


the best part is...
last 2 nights ago, wai gerald carmen and me were working night shift in trueblue!!
gosh it's so fun!! however, it's annoying and irritating to experience the absence of a runner for the private room...
n becuz of tt, i was running all abt the private room just to get the things my customer wants...
carmen and gerald were in the private room as well...
it's just unfair tt we couldn't do a good job for it when there's no runner
irritated.. and one of the customers complaint to my boss abt our poor service.
guess what, my boss is the 1 tt ordered me to do those things and now.. what is his say abt it?
"oh.. they r new"
what crap shit is tt right? pisses me off when the fault lies with him
oh... whatever...
i'm just glad to be able to work with wai n gerald.. all 4 of us together!!


oh... on the 10th may, saturday
went to yunguan's concert
here's a pic of it

yay!! finally blogging again.

yesterday...

attachment was simple. my group n i just went to t3 to punch in. after that, we went our separate ways..hahaha..

for me, i went to carmen's house to chill!!! yay!!!

hahaha... its great to chill again. but i have much to complain.

we both went for a dip at her condo pool and were getting comfortable when the wind started to blow.

becuz im a super good conductor of heat, i got pretty 'chilled' there. oooohh.. u should see how i froze in a funny pose... nvm... embarrassing

and so... to her home!!

got myself kfc zinger for lunch and found tt my teeth isnt ready to chew on it. wat a waste.. i had to peel my food.. how tedious

oh well, glad carmen download some interesting anime to watch so that i can pace my eating time with the show... haha

oh ya.. the anime is called 'special A'

and then i head to work while carmen head to orchard for her father's birthday cake

carmen n family then came to dine in true blue and im really happy to be able to serve them in cuz they were really nice customers.

they also gave me a personal tip of 10 bucks which i lost it not long after i got hold of it

reason being, i was really bz working to the extend tt i didn't realise my ti slipped away from my jeans..... ahhhhhhhh!!!! wahuhuhuhuh...

wanna kill myself ah

today...

gerald drop by my house for lunch

then he sent me to bishan mrt for my attachment meeting.

well, of cuz i was late for it even though i reached there early. wonder y??

ok... here's e story...

i was debating on changing the size of my bras i bought 2 days ago cuz they dun really fit very well.

the salesperson suggested tt i should try a bigger size but i doubted. even so, they dun have tt bigger size.. kookoo

when i went home to try it, it was really small... tt's y i was wondering if i shud change

and today, gerald made me try tt bigger size and it fits well. it's just right. sigh....

so now i noe wat size is mine lioaz loh....

n becuz he made me try tt size just before my meeting, i was late...

nvm abt tt. meeting was fine

waitressing after tt, it got boring cuz we were over-staffed tonight... so im the one slacking while the rest do their job... muahahhha

carmen took the pantry again.. idiot..

i shud be there too loh... wonder y john take it from me... so bad

and i found out tt anna is gonna get married!!

she's engaged and will commence her wedding in august...

she said she'll invite us to it. hope it's true

i haven't been to a malay wedding before... hehe

she's been attached for 7 yrs u noe!!! didnt expect tt at all... wow

hmmm.... oh well...

tt's it for today now =p

this wks' special

wow... went to wild wild wet with gerald on monday after my dental
and yes... my teeth is now fixed with lots of shiny thorns that may cut my inner mouth anytime
anyway, dental was at 8am so the rest of the morning was spent queuing with gerald to get his mc for the day. he's not exactly sick, just getting the mc so that he's got excuse to spend the day with me.
so so... we both planned to have er ren si jie in wild wild wet the whole afternoon.
erm.. well.. towards the last few hrs there, wai and marcus popped up from no where in wild wild wet, surprising us. haha..
and then we continued playing the slides there.... very fun!!!
and then the day ended off with a movie at downtown east "the forbidden kingdom"


just yesterday, gerald knows that he won't be able to see me much till sunday, he planned to spend some time with me.
erm... was taking break from SIP yesterday. i went home to slp and then to sch to meet gerald.
was intending to watch movie again but our vouchers expired
so... was just walking around TM a while before carmen chose to go home
erm... what we did after tt was crazy!!
it was wai's crazy idea to cycle from pasir ris to sengkang but apparently every1 wants to give it a try.
so wai marc each cycle on their bikes while gerald pillian me on his bike
we didnt enter highway becuz there isnt a route safe enough for them to travel on.
they took the old tampines road which took a super long time to finally reach sengkang.
so in total, we started our journey at 9.30pm and i reached home at 11pm.
1hr 30 mins ride on gerald's bike. wow....
and u know i'm not the 1 hu's having a hard time, it was gerald cuz he's gotta carry an extra load along with him...
felt so bad though.. good thing is tt i'm not extremely heavy. hehe

stuff

wow... it's been quite some time since i blogged
anyway, just bought a bikini yesterday and gerald is paying for it!! wahaha
was telling carmen tt im already starting to sound like tai tai
e only few things left is a credit card and a proper job from gerald
was shopping around marina square with carmen yesterday during break and got ourselves attracted to this bikini shop
well... it was fun to try all sort of different ones
shall i post the pics here?? hmmm... i wonder


gerald has been in camp for 6 days already
wonder how is he coping.. really dun wan him to fall sick cuz tt will be troublesome
shouldnt have agreed to meet him on thurs morn.. now, it makes me miss him more
sigh... how irritating man...
i really wonder how i can still be ok with it...


oh shit... while typing this, i realized i'm gonna be late for my church rehearsal if i dun start bathing and washing up now
argh... wasted... no time to really blog in peace

TPCO Chinese Rhapsody

it's amazing how this wk has almost ended...
it's friday night and i've finished my concert
i can still remember i made gerald wear nail polish(pink) not very long ago.
not sure when to be exact but i actually took photos of it.. hehe




haha... there.. he loves it!!!
can see him smiling with his fingernails painted right?
see... i didn't force him nor threaten him to paint his nails k...
he willingly allowed me to paint on his fingernails =p




alright, we were doing our full dress rehearsal and here we are taking pics in the toilet
there u see joline me n crystal
maybe i shud just skip the tok abt the dressing..
it's very chinese like. some would say Vietnamese, while others would call out unto us 'maria maria, get me a bottle of water'






well, the 1st night of the concert wasn't that bad.
i got pretty upset during the 1st few pieces because i made mistakes in my favourite songs...
pretty irritated actually.
i mean i would wish to play well in my favourite pieces but on the actual day, the actual performance, i screwed up.
part of the reason is that my mind tend to go blank for no reason.
just can't seem to react fast. my sight reading just lags
but it's ok, the last few songs weren't as bad...



and today, i find ants amusing...
i didn't know their butts will rise when they encounter some danger...
in a sense, it also shows that they r alert of the danger
and because i was really bored before the show starts, i was flicking ants into the koi pond.
but drowning them wasn'tmy intention. i was ttrying to flick them to the spider web across the koi pond.
it's a pretty big web and i was hoping that the ants caught by the web would lure the spider out so that there will be a live geographic show to watch



then again, ants are also admirable as they work in a team.
these 3 ants are working on carrying a dead ant over to the other side of the koi pond
well, i wasn't heartless to flick it.. so i just let it pass
cute eh?

pictures and words!! yeah~

i can finally find a time to blog!! yes!
ok anyway, the things that have been keeping me bz was
- my school CO practice for the coming up concert on 3rd and 4th april
- work in true blue of coz
- tuition.. still looking for other tutors to replace me
- piano lessons

i'm trying to catch up with my
- friends
- practices needed for piano n cello
- sleep or rest
- family
- watching shows that i've been delaying

think it's quite a bother to get so bz with things every single day and lost touch with what was once important to u. it's like...
it's not longer u to be doing thethings u like or want.
all that u r doing is needed, fixed and dead...
my current schedule nv change.. it's always work to sch to tuition to piano lesson to church
it's like a robot manz... scheduled to do all that every wk
so i'm gonna quit working when my sip starts.
i'm gonna claim back my suppose-to-be life manz




this is a photo of what i was doing during orchestra prac
erm... the conductor was focusing on other sectionals so i was juz playing with those that was sitting behind me. haha... the double bass players
as u can see... its photo battle once again...



a rose from gerald!! that was on.. hmm.. when ah? last sat? think so ba..
ya... and he cut me 1 to bring home... yay!!
but too bad lah... this rose isnt the ones he grown himself
it's the matured ones when we bought the rose plant... oh well
i want white rose!!



haha.. couldn't help it.. so gay



my cute Ya'an has grown quite big...
and she can walk now!! she's like walking all around to every part of my house lah..
haha.. so cute



it was this day i went to many places with carmen and gerald
on that day, i was pei-ing carmen during her shift break so that she wont be bored like i was the last time
we went to clarke quay, esplanade, marina square, suntec... all on foot
wahahaha.. we r so powerful!!


this is a view of clarke quay


wahhhhh.... female version of stamford raffles ah!! fantastic right?
hahaha... wasted ah... if not for the bag i guess t really does look quite like stamford manz...
oh well, it was real fun there. hehe




ok here again, spotting snails under a bright daylight on one fine day going out for some occasion that i had now forgotten.
this snail is so huge!! look at my toes as compared to it manz.. so big!!




oh and this was what cui was doing during sermon
how sweet of her right? she drew me a family of faces...
kookoo she


oh yes!
this is fides!! wahahaha... finally get to post pics after my com got its wires connected
alright... this was her, dressing all that tomboyish roaming around compass point with me
wonder when will be her next time coming back to singapore and visit this beautiful gorgeous me... wahuhuh...
hehe

it's a new day, it's a new life, it's a new start

knowing that my grades seems to be quite troubling, there's no way of turning back the time

i'm taking things as it is

indeed, i'm very very upset with my results as well as how much effort i've put in

it juz makes me feel that all my hardwork has juz gone a waste

i know i'm missing the point here...

God has a plan for me but it's juz discouraging to see that what i've been struggling for isn't gonna anywhere successful...

so...
meeting liansi about it? to tok about results? relationships? walk with God?

i dunno man...

honestly speaking, liansi may be wise in choosing her route in life as well as advising ppl of their decisions

still, is this what u really want in the end?

taking the safest route that's not what u really want?

feeling so unsatisfied with my results becoz i know it's not the route i really wanted

besides, i have boundaries that juz disallows me to go my own path... the path i've always wanted where i can excel in

how great isnt it?

cui nat, i appreciate u guys concern...
n i hereby announcing that i m not well...

not well in everything...

in the jobs i do

in the academics i'm studying in now

in my family

in my health

thank God He's been there for me

He had already prepared a job for me which requires me to keep EATING

so that my health will not be a very big prob

i dunno what path has He prepared for me but ...

it's a new day today

it's a new start for the next sem

and a new life i'm living everyday

how i wished everything will just stop and let me take a break for a breathe of fresh air
i'm once again.. tired

pics time!!

this is a pic of gerald's prezzie to me on my birthday...
sth that he made long time ago that i finally decided to hang up only recently
it's butterflies not flowers for ur info

ducky bought me chocs!! unlike my bf right? wahuhuhuh...
gerald so evil... but anyway, those chocs r real expensive manz...
think it's a few bucks for just 3. it's alcoholic by the way



yay!! a drawing i drew with charcoal
well, i made it viewin negative image coz it looks cool. hehe



haha...
my bf's face



ok, was playing in spotlight the other day and this was what e 2 kookoos did
STFU = ?
Shut The F*** Up? how boring...
how bout See That Funny U... hmm... dunno what u can represent though =p


this is a pic of a tiny itsy bitsy snail i came across 1 night when i was heading home. isn't it cute?
i think it is.. it's so tiny, tt's y i decided to take a pic of it
anyway, it makes me wonder how it can actually travel so much with it's tiny body moving at such a slow pace.
it's amazing how much energy it has to move on to a new environment on a new day.
well, i can't resist to admire such lil creatures that God had created to remind us of our life on earth. so beautiful





and this is another pic of a big big snail i saw while on my way home the next night, again
ya noe, it's really encouraging to see it cuz by its appearance, it show a lot about how much it had experience in its life and how much danger it was put in given that any creature may just crush it due to their ignorance of their existence.
wow... didnt know u can learn so much from just a simple creature on earth right?




suguan's wedding... i wonder how r they right now..
muz be feeling all that happiness being together in their honeymoon period now...
wow.. juz can't believe one by one, ppl r starting to get married... wahuhuh...
feeling so old already cuz im already old enough to be invited to their wedding... wahuhuh...
she looks gorgeous isn't she? think her make-up was just right

true blue

alright... i guess my work started a lil too soon. was intending to find a new job during the 1st wk of hols but i think i already signed on 1.
today's my 1st day at work in true blue and it wasn't that bad as i would have expected it to be
lunch would be provided for the morn shift manz.. how cool
my fellow colleagues were frenly to carmen and me...
well, they do gossip abt our managers too.. how great to hear that on our 1st day right?


anyway, i have been thinking...
just a few things..
m i working too hard?
y m i working so hard?
i noe money isn't my drive to work... it's more like my family
but y work so hard?
even as i work, i think i've lost the purpose of doing the things that i do every day